Secrets

Chica

2011-10-18T16:07:00.002+08:00

Should I say good evening or good afternoon? Haha, I hope it doesn't matter.

I must say, I am so depressing. The song I am listening is actually one of my favorite. But the lyrics T.T What can I say? I guess from the song you can see what type of people I am. Depressing girl T.T

Damn.. I have been eating like idk how many tonnes of food per day. -_- Being at home is simply boring. I just can't stop my mouth from chewing. T_T Hopefully that doesn't change anything. Hehe.

This song seriously made me want to cry. :/ I am not going to talk about things like point of view of love or what so ever. But listening to this kind of breakup songs means that love is sure hurtful. HOWEVER, it depends on the your partner ok. Haha.

I wonder how many people really read my blog. Okay, just in case some of you are blog hopping here, hope my blog is kind of nice to view. LOL.

The sky is darkening, just like the song, without the girl, the guy's skies will be just like his eyes. Everyday will rain. How depressing can that be? :/

By the way, today I woke up with a terrible nightmare. Errr, should I call it nightmare? Then, I thought of a dream I had a few months ago. It came true. DAMN! Not exactly, but somehow similar. Damnnnnnn T_T How could such a thing happened to me T____T

I guess I should go soon.

Ahh I am having a heartache. Does such a thing really exist?

I really like this phrase.

If you leave, there will be no sunlight, no clear skies.

Just like the clouds, it will rain everyday.

May you guys have a nice week for the rest of the day!

Chiva

2011-10-11T16:45:00.003+08:00

Hello my friends~ Sup, today's weather is so cooling. Brrr. The feeling of fall is approaching. Even though in Singapore there's no four seasons. I know... But don't you think it's getting cooler each day? Anyway there's no actual temperature for Fall in other countries too. The temperature just range.

Hmm, I have finally completed my N levels. Hopefully the papers don't get lost in the plane or on the way to UK. Just like what one of the teachers say about a few years ago the papers got lost and the students were called back for a retake. That's extremely lame.

My fingers are freezing. They are like ice. I always imagine that when my fingers are cool and I accidently hit them with something, they will break. Okay, obviously noooooo LOL. Haha how innocent can I be :P.

I just find that nowadays I am really being short tempered -_-. Phew, thanks to those people. Tsk.

I really don't get it. I don't want to ruin my mood now so I'm not going to type it all in here. But seriously? How irresponsible can someone be? Hmmm.

I am really surprise that offering help is a wrong thing to do. Hmmm... Nice one.

Blue uninvited

2011-10-07T14:18:00.002+08:00

Hello friends, since today I have time. I shall blog a little. =)

Phew, N level is finally going to be over. Don't think you time past so fast this year? It feels like New Year had just past.

I wonder how you guys did for your exams :) Good I hope!

Anyway, these few days, I kept thinking of those old memories. Really.. I actually feel quite silly. Nevermind, everybody is the same. Heh. Okay not everybody will understand the point.. Because I did not elaborate the points.

Hmm, I was looking around. And heard quite a few news. It's okay. But there's something that you will never get to know. Of course you can choose, of course you can... It's just now.. Never mind. I would never want to let you know either. It will change everything. I can keep it to myself =).

School is finally going to be over. Is that a good thing..? I actually hope for..... I shall not say it out loud ._.

Never mind, I will find someone like you.

!!!

2011-09-10T14:03:00.000+08:00

LOL is my eyes playing tricks or what? I think Ruki blinked at me?????? LOL

Composition

2011-09-10T13:56:00.002+08:00

Hello people~ supsup yup it's me your buddy. Heh.

Very easy tired nowadays. Guess I'm getting sick soon. Why do I always get sick when exams are near! It's like.. for sec 2, sec 3.... Tsk. Weak body :(

I feel like sleeping already~ Yawnnnnnnns!

I don't know if I am feeling happy or sad now. I am so unaware of my own feelings now. But a sure thing is I feel relief. Kind of like letting a huge burden drop down from my weight. I am so tired already..

:/ Am I very emo? That day I was looking through the things I had from the past. The messages, notes and stuff and I saw a note my friend wrote for me stating that I looked emo nowadays. -__-

Maybe I am weird but anybody feeling the same way as me? I kind of think sad breakup love songs are nice and better than love songs. Sigh you see how I see things now?

Tired..

Goodbye

2011-09-06T16:20:00.002+08:00

Hello people. Here I am again~ Okay I think I am becoming dork nowadays. Tsk..

ANTI MAVIS CAMPAIGN !! Who wants to join me~ Hahaha, she won't get to see this I guess. LOL.

Phew, it was kind of lucky that Northern Ireland came out today because it's like the 'common' topic everybody learn. Thanks !

Omg memories are flowing back. Things that happened for many many years ago. Good and bad.

But I won't let the wound to stretch back again! Yes yes..

I am sooooo hungry now. Nowadays damn easy hungry uh ._. How I wish someone would deliver food to me. Yeah right. Mac or KFC or any fastfood with delivery service would like to.

I know.

Behind the Sky

2011-09-02T17:56:00.002+08:00

Hello! I am not sure why. I just thought of blogging for a second. So... Here I AM !! Heh.

:) What are you all doing! Lol, I am blogging for the sake of blogging because nobody really reads my blog.

Clicking onto random songs on youtube and some songs are super nice ;) Esp those oldies. I am so envy of those people who do covers and make an amazing job. WELL DONE!!

How I hope I can do that too ._.

I'm currently listening to this song by a guy. He is just so damn talented ohmo ._. ! He sing and play. He write too !! Amazing !!

Life is really lucky for them!

And there's one thing. I just read a book about this girl who was borned with defects. How did she managed to conquer her fears. Great.

I thought of how I would live if I were her. She's brave. Great person!

Snows

2011-08-27T15:28:00.001+08:00

I am constantly looking for someone to help me to get out of my misery. But maybe there's no one to help me at all.

Maybe I am alone.

Maybe I should help myself.

Middle

2011-08-26T23:57:00.002+08:00

Actually I think it's quite tough leading my life. I just got this sudden thought that day when I was ask to do something.

Here's the thing, if I did this, I would hurt a person. If I didn't do it, someone will hate me. Okay hard choice. However I won't hurt someone for the sake of letting other's feeling happy.

Thats just... Sinful.

What else can I say?

Surprised

2011-08-09T21:40:00.002+08:00

Are you amazed by how a human heart change so quickly?

Because I am.

saveme.saveme.saveme.saveme.saveme.saveme.saveme.saveme.

Burned

2011-08-09T21:34:00.002+08:00

._. Emo Keo is returning soon.

Maybe I was wrong. Yeah no maybe, should be.
I am gonna be so disappointed with myself.

Hell yeah.

I am feeling so numb, everything just start to get darker and dimmer.

I am just an idiot who waste your time.

Bring me far away,
from the memories of the people.
~~who I care~~

Gone

2011-08-04T18:08:00.002+08:00

Oh dear!! Look at my last post. I had tried coming back to blog. But I lost my password. As you know.. I'm.. errrrm~~

Okay, I just wanna post. It's been awhile. I know. I'm lazy. But I'm not going against myself today. I just felt great today. Maybe it's the weather, maybe it's the game, maybe it's my friends, maybe it's my life.

Great great day. I have so much laughters today. How I hope everyday will be like this.

I guess I'm taking a change for the better now. Great. I'm feeling more hopeful each day, I'm happy. I am thinking how I used to not enjoy my life like before. Felt like I had just spent my youth thinking about the darkness of the world when I'm just a step away from the brightness. Silly me :P

Thanks.. I guess I took the right step this time. Please don't make me regret this... Life is so unpredictable.

The air is so fresh today. Everything seemed to brighten up when I'm positive. I guess that why people say always look on the bright side of life. How silly I am to stay on the darkness, falling into the abyss darkness.

Peepeeepeeeepeeep.

Yeah, I guess I just saved myself. I'm gonna enjoy life.

Cheerios.
Enjoy ~~our~~ lives.

United.

2011-02-26T22:11:00.001+08:00

Actually nobody cares. Nobody really understands.

My previous is very slow. Lol I know. Ok bye

Walls

2011-02-26T21:58:00.003+08:00

Hello people, so I managed to reset my password again -.- Im a loser l0l I can't remember my passwords now. Hehe anyway, I was viewing throught some pictures and were laughing. Sometimes, I just don't get contented.

Eh, I think that problem lies with me. I'm the one with the problem. I think I shall just find a solution. There must be one anyways. I'm feeling threatented. Somehow. I don't know how to explain it. Nobody will understands even I said so. I tried to be friendly but you are the one not cooperating. So don't blame me.
I'm not forcing you. So I'm not forcing myself.

'If you could, do you want to turn back time?'

I shall post something more next time. I just find the need to blog today.

I want to be ~~happy~~.

Lol I forgot to upload this the last time i blogged.
Late for 1month ._.
Sorry

Unknown

2011-02-11T18:29:00.003+08:00

Yo guys, I'm sorry I am not blogging... But I had this sudden urge of blogging nowadays. Maybe because I neglected here for quite awhile. I'm sorry >

Well, these few days, alot things happened.

I feel like a total failure. That day we were having P.E, I felt like a ... I don't know what to say. Even if it's a 5minutes game. There are people who played till they sweat, played till they are tired. Because they were happy. They loved it. There are people who fell during the game, and they are happy about it. Then I thought, I actually had the chance to play, but I gave it up. :/ I'm like a failure. I wonder when did I have this phobia about balls -.- It's really irritating.

Sigh sigh sigh.

Everyday I'm thinking about the problems I have. There are people who showing as if I owe them something. As if it's my fault. Well I don't think that there's something wrong with me. I don't think that I did something wrong. So can you please stop it. If there's anything that makes you dislike me, just shut the f up. Well there's really not a big need to comment about it and tells it to your friends then they start turning and turning. Blah blah blah.

I am really starting to not understand my own kind. Everyday I feel so weird. As if i don't belong to the world. Everything people does I don't understand. What i said people don't understand either. I really don't know what I can do. I'm so tired now.

School is not displaying the way I wanted it to be. I tried to changed it but there's really nothing I could do.

I guess I am not going to wait anymore.

And please ~~don't~~ waste your time.

Blog again sometime.

Track

2011-01-05T18:34:00.003+08:00

Everything seems to be wrong now.

I need somebody to help me.

Nights where you will be frozen from sadness.

Farewell

2010-12-14T14:52:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyoyo, I'm so lazy lately. Oh~ I don't know why.

Sometimes I wonder why does my time seem to pass extremely fast. :/
Weird ^^ I think most people have that thought too.

I'm so tired and lazyyyy ~~ Somebody help me ~!!!

ARIN ARN WAN STOG

Eem

2010-11-16T14:07:00.000+08:00

Now I know why~

Trick

2010-11-16T14:00:00.002+08:00

Blahblahblahblah.

I'm so bored at home. ^^

Sometimes I wonder, who are you calling FRIENDS. Oh "you are my friend" but behind the back you are talking rubbish.

Being a friend with you, hmmm.. it's an option and I had chosen NO.

Think before you talk.

Lights.

2010-11-13T13:00:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah ~~

Life changes and time flies.

Capture the best shots of your life. No use wasting it on people that don't worth it~

Yeah ~

The weather now is making me sleep ~

BOOM

2010-11-13T12:44:00.002+08:00

Hi guys , long time didn't update, miss me?

Heh, even nobody is viewing my blog but I still wanna update today~.
Had done so many things recently, but I don't feel fulfilled. Hmmm, why..?~

Well, don't you feel stupid. Being with a hypocrite all along, thinking that the person really likes you but behind your back, she's talking bad blahblahblah about you. And there you are, treating that person like a good friend. Lol, maybe you don't feel anything, but people around you looking at you as not only stupid, as well as a FOOL.

Did you ever done a good thing to your friend but your friend sees it as a act of 'busybody'?, something that is unnecessary. Oh well, feels like a dumbass again! Treating that person soooo good but she doesn't appreciate. Maybe she doesn't even know what you had done! But.. despite you doing all those things she doesn't know for her, and she's talking bad about you. Wow, every kind of things that you couldn't even imagine, things that are hurtful. Things that hurts you like a knife stabbing into your heart. Oh, control your tears. They don't worth it. Yeah..

Another thing, had you ever heard your friend speaking ill of you INFRONT of you? What are they thinking? You're invincible? Can't be seen?? Won't be hurt? Oh, or you think that those people have no emotions, doesn't feel anything, therefore you speak without using your brain??

Sometimes you just have to think, are things that you're doing worth it? Does the person thank you for these acts? Will they change??

Blahblahblah, some people just won't change, so don't waste your energy :)

Zeeee

2010-08-14T23:57:00.005+08:00

In reply to Billie Low En En (http://www.kjonghyun.blogspot.com/).

Since you have so many disagreement with me.
I shall reply to them.

1) Number one, i will lead this ALL the way back to the Felicia thing. During
the time when she "vandalised" your table, you HAD SO MUCH FUCKING COMMENTS HUH.
WHEN YOU WERE WITH US, YOU COMPLAIN TILL LIKE THAT WHOLE DAMN TABLE HAS BEEN
DYED INTO ANOTHER COLOUR! WTF for god sake. ==" And then what happened during
the day we talked to each other? Do you fucking remember? YOU SAID YOU DON'T
WANT TO BE INSIDE THE THING. YOU SAID YOU DIDN'T COMPLAIN. YOU SAID
YOU HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THAT! What the fuck is all this shit man!
-'-

For your info, I didn't said " I didn't complain." I said I didn't want to be interfered with this thing because it only matters about Felicia, You, Mavis and Joline, I don't see why am I being dragged into it. You guys dislikes Felicia since idk when. About the matter that she vandalise my table or not, you will still hate her, am I right? So why are you mentioning this matter into the argument of you all when I am not even close with her? I didn't said anything during the argument because I didn't know anything about you all yet, as you said " when it isn't your thing, don't KPO. When someone didn't ask you a question, STFU!". It isn't my thing, why should I interfere with you all? Ha.

2) Number two, stop acting like one typical auntie ehs. You are only 15
years and a few months OLD. But it isn't old at all. Why are you caring about
freebies, money, shopping and whatever shit that has got to do with money? Some
people owe you that 20 cents or lesser also must return?! Wth ehs, BUDGET! YOU
LIKE TALKING ABOUT MONEY A LOT RIGHT?! I WILL TALK MONEY WITH YOU AS WELL THEN.
THAT TIME WE WENT TO TRICIA'S HOUSE FOR THE COOKING SESSION, YOU PAID
5, I PAID 5, MAVIS PAID 5. BUT JOLINE AND TRICIA DIDN'T PAY. SINCE WE DID THE
SHOPPING, WE HANDED YOU THE RECEIPT AS WELL, AND YOU COUNT UNTIL EVEN 10 CENT
ALSO MUST CARE! BUT IN THE END WHAT HAPPENED? I REMEMBERED THE TOTAL PRICE WAS
15 PLUS BUCKS. AND JOLINE PAID FOR TRICIA'S PART. BUT YOU KEPT ALL THE MONEY
WITH YOU! Gosh, only that a little bit money also must nag until like
siao. Whoever marry you or is your child will have a bad life in future
lor!

Just in case you don't know. It's your friend, Tricia who didn't paid. You paid 5, Mavis paid 5, I paid 5. If the total was about 15+, each of us would be around 3+ , and how am I going to keep all the money with me, all money is spent on food, right? For your info if you don't know, Joline paid me 2dollars because it's my change. We had already said that we were suppose to get our change back ourselves. And that means that Joline had also paid 2dollars for the shopping. So if you were to calculate again. Joline $2, Mavis $5, You $5, Me$3, Total? Maybe that few cents that is extra belongs to your friend there, but as you said " Some people owe you that 20 cents or lesser also must return?! " And by the way she don't owe just few cents. But what to do about it? You didn't get your money back yourself and you say that I took your money? It's with you friend hello?

3) Number three, when it isn't your thing, don't KPO. When someone didn't ask you a question, STFU!

I had said already ;)

4) Number four, and for this I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER IT! Why do you treat
people you hate so much so badly?! I know you don't like Fiqah from 3n2. But in future,
when you see her stuff near your place or on your properties, DO NOT FUCKING
THROW IT LAR. You like it when i throw your stuff purposely onto the floor?! And
i know you hate Louis. A lot of people also don't like him. But why do they
still laugh do his jokes and give a reaction to it?! Because they have manners
okay. SIMPLE MANNERS THAT ANY HUMAN BEING KNOWS! But your reaction is always
like fucking shit. Stare at him, diao him, ignore him. Do you know, you are the
rudest girl in class when it is towards handling someone you hate?!

For your info, you are not me, you don't know what the hell I am thinking inside so don't assume. I don't deny that I don't like Fiqah like how you guys like her, but I don't hate her. And for your info, I didn't throw her stuff purposely onto the floor. If you could remember, the last lesson that day she was sitting beside Munirah, and where do Munirah sit? 2 seats away from your left , and naturally, where would Syafiqah sit? Beside you of course, and her book wasn't on my table. I don't know who put it on Ilham's table and I wanted to throw her book back on her desk. But of course, I didn't throw with enough strength and it landed on the floor, but I picked it up from the floor in the end. However, that was her changed place, it's wasn't her permanent seat, because she was actually sitting beside Mavis. And for your info again, you sure that book belongs to Syafiqah?

Actually, that book belongs to Syaheera, not Syafiqah. You didn't even get the whole things right and you are talking about it like you knew it all along, but actually, you don't . Until Mavis told me that day then I realised that I had threw the book at the wrong seat because it belonged to Syaheera, but in the end, I went over the Syaheera table and put the book there. This also naturally means that you didn't even see the whole thing at all, so what makes you think that you can assume? And for your info, I don't hate Syaheera :) . However, if you could think again, this happened idk how many months ago. And during that time, I wasn't even clear with who sit where(even now I don't know). I even mistook Syaheera as Syafiqah. Laughs.
So please, get your facts right before you assume or say anything, I shall emphasize again that I DID NOT THROW HER(Syaheera's, not Syafiqah's) BOOK ON PURPOSE.

And for

SIMPLE MANNERS THAT ANY HUMAN BEING KNOWS! But your reaction is always
like fucking shit. Stare at him, diao him, ignore him. Do you know, you are
the rudest girl in class when it is towards handling someone you hate?!

What is wrong with not entering the entertainment. For your info, he did not do the joke
for me and he had never wanted me to give him my reaction. He has you to give
him the reaction, what makes you thinks that he needed mine? Then what about
you? Whenever Mavis or Tricia talked to you, are you sure you replied to everything single thing everytime they asked you?

I shall say again, I don't hate anybody in our class, I just
don't like them like how you liked. If it's your level of liking someone then
don't expect others to have the same "liking" standard level as you. My liking
level might be as low as your hatred level, but what makes you think that I
hated them?

i know you hate Louis. A lot of people also don't like him. But why do they still laugh do his jokes and give a reaction to it?! Because they have manners okay.

I didn't gave a reaction to Louis's joke because maybe like what you said "3) Number three, when it isn't your thing, don't KPO. When someone didn't ask you a question, STFU!" I might not get what he meant and maybe I wasn't interested in it. And for your info, I don't hate Louis, I was just not that close with him. And, we had gotten closer that day when we went to eat together, oh ya, you had no idea, because you wasn't there.

So, don't assume things that you weren't even sure of. Get your facts right before you said something, but of course, don't ever ask from people who wasn't even sure of the things that had happened.

And by the way, the words you said isn't that fully true at all too. However my conscience is clear, it's obvious that you didn't get your facts right before you blogged this. If you dislikes me all along and was not in agreement with things that I had done a few months ago then why didn't you asked me, let me know about it and tell me from the start?

California

2010-08-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

Ha ha ha, can you believe this? I typed and then I pressed Save Now instead of Publish Post.

I guess that people are really changing. So fast. I had no idea how much I had changed. My point of viewing things, everything. I had saw quite a number of posts, saying how much they had changed. How about you? Had you changed even that little bit? Are you still the same?

My eyesight is really falling on me. Oh no~ T_T, I don't wanna wear spects eh o.o , is it computer that is harming my eyesight, or is it books? Hmmm, nice question.

I had thought of so many things recently.

But I don't know what to do.

You're really causing a havoc in my heart.

Blahblah

2010-06-08T15:44:00.004+08:00

Hi guys, sorry for not posting for so long. >< As you know, I'm very very lazy.

I will just post what I can remember... Like for now? I'm not sure how long this memory will last. But I will just take note of them...

Hmm, where should I start? School holidays started. Went for some stupid secondary 3 camps. Quite regretted... Hmmm...? Maybe I shouldn't have went.... Should not... Grrrrr, forget it , it's holidays now, I won't be seeing people who I don't wish to see. HA HA thats a good thing, right? ^^ Keo is pro.

Okay, so just spend the 2days at school, prob idling? I don't know, boring camp, just to burn some of my time to the school.

Then, my stalking period starts again. I'm seriously broke, but what to do? It's people who affect my life coming !!!!!!! So went stalking~~ So sad :( We are so near yet so far~!! He's just beside me during the way back but he didn't undraw his curtains. Grrrrrr, just a little bit!! and you will see me waving T_T. But thanks to Siwon-sshi~~ Thank you a million for peeking through your curtains and looking at us ^_^ ~~~ Love you ^_^

It's a sad thing that I didn't get to went in the showcase... Should have asked like all the people... But I didn't... Nevermind, I can't blame anyone, right? Forget it , I believe you all will come again! :)

And by the way~~ Hyukjae-sshi ah~~ If you likes chocolate I can buy some for you the next time you come. Just inform me.. okie? keke ^_^..

Although I didn't get to see all of them.. But I'm kind of like feeling fullfilled... Just thanks for everything =) I love you guys!!

And my present!! I didn't have chance to pass it to you.. but I 13elieve :D ! We will meet again.

Wait for me will you?

Hey hey ~!

2010-04-30T23:34:00.004+08:00

Kekekeke, hihi Keo is back. HAHA FYI IM KEO NOT KYO WTFH LOL.

Haha, okay, quite a while since I last blogged. And quite a while since I had studied at home( I haven started till now, even now 2335.)

Ahhh~ School is as boring as usual, normal things happens, talked , played , laughed. HAHA I'm quite grrr because my view was being blocked! I couldn't look the direction I wanted T_T sobs!

But it's okay. LOL. Looking at the number of words I typed in each paragraph reminds me of my English compo T_T nothing to write, so one paragraph like less than 30words like that T.T

God bless~~ keke, hope I will pass my Chinese&English people blissfully ._."

Ahhh~ What's next? Sci? CH? POA? grrrr going die T_T ALL DA BEST FR ME MAN!! T_T_T_T_T

Exams are coming and I'm feeling nervous, but my brain is just too lazy to study. Isn't it weird to say that when I'm typing my brain works, when I'm studying my brain seems to be 'shutting down' >.> AHHHHH HELP ME PLOX .

Grrrr, feeling weird when walking past people who "I know them but they don't know me". I'm like a stalker man...

Actually you know what, I don't know why does one person eyes falls for so many people. As in, love? I don't know what you called it. But I can't seems to tolerance people who flirt when they say " I LOVE U " to another person. Please, come on..? If you really love HER/HIM , please, show it? Don't flirt with another girl saying "I LOVE U " too. If you didn't plan to love him/her for a period of time, don't tell him/her you loved them.

I REALLY HATE THIS KIND OF FLIRTER/HONGSTERS. WHATEVER YOU NAME THEM. THEY ARE REALLY FCUKERS THAT DIDNT CARE FOR OTHERS.

Do you know that you actually shaken their hearts when you said "I LOVE U " ? But look, now you are with another girl when you had just said " I LOVE U " like a week ago to another girl ? Wth? How much does it hurt? Is that called love? Whatever your definition is , but I don't swallow your logic.

GRRRR!! I get really angry when I see people flirting or what so ever.

AHH WHAT SO EVER. LOL , back to my posting.

POA IS LIKE @)!(*$(*@(! I am starting to lose control of it. BUT NO MATTER WHAT~~ I must pass my POA. Like it's a must ^_^ keke..

AND CH - Geog ~ Ahh I have to remember all the formations and all the things, kind of tough, but I WILL TRY. But, now, the problem is, is my brain able to take it? LOL, its half-full when my JROCKers and KPOPpers. ._. I remember their lyrics and tune better than exams, how about this? MOE test us music for our exams? lol I bet lots of people will take that subject . keke..

SS- die T.T Many helping hands? >.<

my CS - Chem : die T.T formular and stuffs T_T ions atom ? T_T dieeee!
BIO - OH NO~~~ Enzymes T_T blood? Nutrients?

What's more uh? I can't remember le T_T .
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ANYWAY , LJS WITH classmates ^^

Taken @ T1. From Billie's blog ^_^.

Ok I want to TRY to study now. Bye ~

RUKI AND YESUNG, LETS GET MARRIED OK?

R+Y:" Yes sure"...

K" YES ! HAHA EVERYBODY GET READY FOR MY WEDDING "

KEKEKEKE

knock knock..

2010-04-14T01:47:00.000+08:00

kekeke.. hi all~ who is awake at this timing~?

haha i have been woke up while sleeping just now so i came out to study and stuffs. ok.. I think that i belongs to the owl zone.. im unable to study in the morning/afternoon. i can study better at night, anybody? lol i guess thats what nightschools are for anyways.

ahhh~ not only during nightime i get energy, listening to songs gives me some too. kekeke.. and esp ruki's voice. wahahah~~ did anybody watched percy jackson? the water gives him energy and his dad was like water god or sumth? maybe ruki's my god. lol i knew this sounds weird... silly god disco~~

kekeke.. i have decided.. study should be my top priorty now... i shall try... my eng and maths most pob cmi? my geog also :( chem i just cant rmb the formulae and bio? enzyme is killing me :( ahhh~~i shall soon found out a way to remember all the subjects.. in order to gt the $$ fr mum as promised... hahaha~~ so now i shall try not to go out so often^^ so kaiwen dun physco me ok.. lets go vivo when exams are over ^^ ~~

kekeke... i shall find ms wan for help in poa T.T balance sheets, profit and loss are deadly :( !!

anyway www.ohsecretos.blogspot.com ? sounds familar

You are a dazzling light. Tears clad in the night sky become the key to my heart, opening the sealed door.

2010-04-12T21:39:00.002+08:00

Kekeke, I wanted to study, but after I switch on my computer, I wasn't able to leave the room. LOL. I am sorry~ I shall study later...

GazeRock is seriously not dead ^_^ I have been spamming myself GazettE songs for so many days~ Thanks to WenHao ^_^ WOOTS RUKI RUKI~~ Sorry that I'm Ruki biased ._. oh no~

Hehe, it surprised me that I actually started listening to Reila since I was like? Primary 6? or something? And started watching Alice Nine movie when I was primary 5? or 6? Lol.

I heard Reila from a Taiwan Idol blog and started listening to it. Until I realised that I knew that actually quite a while ago...

HAHAHAHA IM HAPPY , I'm watching their live perfomance now and it's awesome <3 .
I remember watching a concert where at the end, the fans hold each other hands and jump~ HAHA !! I would like to go to GazettE concert if I can ! Only if I have $$ T_T !! Ahhh hope money will come from somewhere and I will be able to go Japan to see Alice nine and GazetttE. GOD BLESS PLEASE !!!

Wah, nowadays is seriously nothing better to do :( Life is damn boring. I want to use the computer yet I have no idea what I can do with it. Everything my inspiration of blogging comes after I switched off my computer. Irony? lol.

Ahhh~~ SILLY GOD DISCO IS <3 ~ GazettE FTW ~!~!~!~!~! Hope that they will come to Singapore or I will go to Jap to see them~ I really really want to see RUKI T_T_T_T_T_T !! OK I SHALL MAKE A PROMISE, IF I CAN SEE RUKI FROM THE GAZETTE I WILL STUDY DAMN HARD TILL SEC 5 ^_^ OK?

LOL HAHA OK I SHALL OFF COMP SOON AND STUDY!~~! RUKIIIIIIIII ~~!~!~!~!~!!~!~!~

fuckers.

2010-04-11T13:31:00.000+08:00

i am feeling so down. the fan that i have kept for 2years have been spoilt. there are always some people and some thing that we cant forgive or forget.

i still remeber, wen i was primary one. my dad bought me my first and only colour crayons. i bought it to scool and lend it to my friends to use. i hven even started using the very first stick and they told me that they lost it. i believed that until i saw the broken sticks lyding around their table. after that, my sis told their mum and one of them bought colour pencils for me instead. do they think that it can pay back what i lost? fuckers, do you think that sorry is everything?

on friday, i bought my 2 years fan to school and i bought back home its pieces. the same thing happened again. now im stun, i dont know what to do.

maybe i should not have trust others too much. and i am crying for things that wont be back. fuck.

seasoning

2010-04-11T00:33:00.000+08:00

ok hi friends. haha, i think that this is kinda weird.. whn i was using the computer, i dont feel like blogging. and when i off the comp, the feeling of blogging seems to have blood rushed into my head.

this is sick.

haiz so what should i blog abt? hmm.. i shall blog about my review on tvd 17. seems like i have been reviewing aft every esp i have watched recently.

so, what is happening to stephen? can anybody help him? do you tink that elenar should not break his diet? what is going to happen next?

sighs, its all that kept 145 years vampires fault. they shouldnt have capture stephen and torture him. if they didnt do these, stephen will not nearly die and had to fed on elenar and start all these. but no matter what i think that damon must have his own thoughts on how to stop stephen.. but stephen will soon be stronger than him from all those human blood. and pearl, what would she do? anna, will she hurt jeremy aft knwing that he was actually making use of her feelings,?

keke.. this is long .. and im bored.

gazette ftw~ ruki's voice made sad songs sounds even sadder~~ im sorry that im too ruki biased~~~ cant help it tho

stary night

2010-04-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

yo hi im using phone again. heh i just spotted hundred of stars in the sky~ did you realise? the sky tonight is so dark and nice..

im so amazed by the number of stars i spotted today.. feels like seeing a million shooting stars.. lol.

hope that my wishes will come true :) and my parents can buy me a telescope!! hehe i really love the milky galaxy way very much!!

Speechless

2010-04-05T19:26:00.003+08:00

Hi people~ ahh I'm so tired.. I feel like my bones are all cracking up. Feels like broken bones. I wanna lie down and sleep till I'm no longer tired..

How am I going to study.. I'm so lazy ._. Great. I'm so dis-encouraging. CHAMPION? Really kind of like dreaming.

I really don't understand why does some people don't have that sense of integrity.No sense of originality. Frankly speaking, Oh Secretos is a bloglink I spend quite a long time thinking about the link. Some people just copy it, oh well? lolz abit funny.

Hmm~ Whatever~

I seriously so bored.. keke.. I feel like sleeping...

Show u guys something..

maxie

2010-04-04T14:46:00.001+08:00

hi all its me again heh. im currently using phone and it cant reply to tags.. shall reply to it when im using the computer..

just realised that im typing so many errors when im using my phone to blog.. lbecuase im used to it alrd.. keke..

ahh im damn bored here.. just thinking about my life i think that it is extremely bored to the real max.. zzz..

let me show u guys my life rountine in 2010.. up till now.
for weekdays , :
morning :wake up, bathe , go to sch
aft sch: go to grandma hse, watch tv, go home.
at home : bathe, watch tv/use computer ,sleep.
for some special days, i would go out with frens or just cancel the aft sch routine and go home and sleep.
ok, did u all notice sumth? i dont even does my homework. keke... im really lazy and tired when it comes to books and worksheets. how am i going to score well?

i knew it yet im doing nothing. i really think that im going crazy.

i must change.. think of a solution real soon.. my aim is to pass all subjects in mye.. keke.. abit hard :x

ok i shall take a nap now or sumth.. yawning alrd..

wow i miss eston~ when can i ever see u again~ estonnn!!!

ohya.. i just realised.. i didnt post anything about my little newborn 1mth cousin~ hehe she's adorable!! ysterday i went to her 1mth anni party~ wow and i gt to know this handsome cute boy name called eston~ nice name rite? hehe. he dont want to take photo with me :( but i manage to take some.. keke.. shall post it when my cousin sends me..

btw.. eston is a 2and a half year old cute boy ^^ <3 him ahh~~

Midnight home

2010-04-03T01:04:00.001+08:00

Hi guys! Yes yes.. it's me.. keke. I am so bored. And I'm using my phone to blog. yes.. Im now, waiting for my hair to dry and go to sleep. :( idk why i miss GazettE and alice nine so much today. im feeling sad right now.

when will i get to really see them upclose? is kelly going to jap? :( i wna go jap!! and korea.. keke..

today, outing with respects and nuguuu <3! hehe. I love it when there is no school and your day is so filled up. unlike some days when you have no school yet you have to stay at home and rot. but sometimes, i chose not to go out.. not because I didnt want, it is just that im really lazy and didnt want to get interacted with the world.

keke.. blogging with my phone's window media player playing a9, gazette and versailles's songs just rocked me out. keke..

back to thr, today i went to ss313! keke, got something like a fashion model show or sumth? wow tempt me to slim down and be a model! but.. models are just a few inch away from perfections. people like me is too away from thr. keke.. anyway, had lunch and dinner settled. went to some random shop and wait for time to past... didnt spend money on shopping today, happy or sad? hmmm...

then, we went to hmv and the first thing i do is went over to look for gazette discs! im sorry that i didnt bought their discs, sorry ! ._. please wait till i have the ability to buy things that i admire and like!! but howevr, i stll wish in the bottom of my heart that their albums will get appeciated in singapore!! anyway i saw alice nine's one too!! the beautiful name :'(!!! if i were to bought their discs, the first thing i have to do is get my cd player fixed! keke^^ i would play their songs whenever i want.. hahaha. just the imagination of that makes me feels happy. hahaha!!

wow this feels like a long post! haha, but i still have things that i want to type it out!!

i had just watched tvd ep 16!! ahh it is so exciting! anw i felt a little stupid because i should have gone to bathe first then watch my show!! meanwhile i can let my hair dry and let my show load!! ahhh why is keo so stupid!!

anyway! ep 16~ ahh jeremy are u serious? u wna become a vamp?! please no!! u can get your example from vickki my fren! alth i dun mind becoming a vamp.. ahhh~ and damon T.T i hope you wont change your mind about katherine! :(!! the salvatore brothers should always be together and not be seperated!!! no matter what!!! i just cant wait for ep 17! arggggz shuldnt hav watched it so fast.. but this show is so tempting! just like how vamps are tempted or blood :( sobs.. maybe i shall watch gossip girl .. is it nice? anybody can give me reviews?

ah oh ya.. should i watch rce concert first or finish my stories books first? arghz, i still have my lib books that are yet to be completed. and date due is arriving!! :( i feel like buying some books ._. and tvd books from ilham! hmms....

ah ok, shall end here because this post is really quite long now. hehe, ok tatas guys, alth my hair is still wet.. i shall read up my lib books! keke ^^

Antique

2010-04-01T22:00:00.002+08:00

I know that this is so random but I just can't help it. After posting something about GazettE/Ruki, I want to post what happened recently too. Keke..

Hmm~ I'm sorry for not updating so regularly. I'm just a little lazy.

Had POA, Ms Wan is so funny. Thanks KaiWen for the bubble teeeeeee. Hmm, then, nothing much alrd cause I just pause my post for like, half an hour? Lol. I totally forgotten what to type -.- .

I'm bored and lazy. FTW everybody!

KAIWEN SAID SUMTH TODAY!!!!!!!

Jewels

2010-04-01T21:31:00.003+08:00

Look who is this!

Keke, Ruki ah~ Isn't this the outfit he wore for Guren PV~. Can anyone explain to me why does his voice sound so angelic ?~ Keke.. I don't really like Guren at first but after listening to it number of times, wow~ and the lyrics, so beautiful and meaningful. Adding on that Ruki's voice is loved~ This song Guren is just so beautiful~ Everything, the melody, the voice, the PV, the band, everything~

Ruki ah~~ Can anyone imagine him with a pair of angelic wings? Heh, that would be so beautiful! His voice is just like a lullaby to me. With the melody made by The GazettE. This is so beautiful~

Everything is just so beyond explanation..

Even the hands of salvation is also in vagueness. Will there be a cocoon at intervals of the second, without the string tearing off?

The name which I cannot call out, I held closely. Counting with my fingers, I don't want tomorrow to disappear.

The GazettE just make wonderful music. This post is soooo loved. GAZEROCK IS NOT DEAD WOOHOOO!!!

BoPeeP

2010-03-26T13:50:00.001+08:00

Hihi guys~ Lol. I must really admit I'm bloody lazy~ and my teacher says " If you keep telling yourself you are lazy you will really become lazy." Butttt! The problem is.. IM ALREADY LAZY AND I KNEW IT. Lol. I wanted to change but I can't O_O~~

Ahhh I'm bored. Arrhzhzhzzzhzhz I wanna watch shows T_T.

Okie I should off now go FaceBook. Seeeeee uuu~!

社会败类

2010-03-23T19:04:00.002+08:00

Number Six.

One day, when my teacher was asking our register number, then I shouted NUMBER SIX. LOL.. Then I realised..... NUMBER SIX IS ACTUALLY A SOOOOOOONG. ^_^ YAY~! and its by a very very nice group wahahahaha~~

LOL ~ Ok i shall not call this coincidence ._.

Bla bla bla~~

Yes yes..社会败类 is you. yeah.. Y O U!!

mobile.

2010-03-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

Im craving for vampire diaries just like how vampire craves for blood.

oh no~

Yipee.

2010-03-19T19:24:00.002+08:00

Wow hi~ Seems like a brand new blog uh? But the photobucket thing doesnt seems to be working. Maybe I shouldn't use others photo? :O .

Ahhh~ It's like finally I have some thing and the mood to update my bloggie. As you know, I'm so bl00dy lazy HAHA!.

Wow, days just seems to not past but flies when I'm at home. Staying at home and watch videos for time that seems to be 1hour or so. But actually 1week have past :O. Like wow? I didn't realised it was Friday. Oh noob~

Ahahaha~ Being alone is everything. I think I'm starting to overcome being alone. Okay.. Hmmm, I just imagined that Ruki, Shou, Saga, YeSung, HongKi and guys are just around me. Ok, I'm not the only one being alone here yah! HAHAH!

I have just finished a whole series of Vampire Dairies. WOW~~~!! VAMPIRE ^_^. Do they really exists? Where are they? Chicago? Italy? Forks? ._. ~ Is there a vampire living among me? Fiction ? :O Alot questions that even the cleverest person on the Earth can't even answer/explain.

Kelly and Xinying should be going for their concert alrd? Is it today? LOL, staying at home really makes me lost track of time. So does it mean that I have to go back to school 2days later? Awwww~ This is really sickening, I hated school yet I want to go school. Hating school is just a few reason for me to not go to school. Shitz.

Okay, I shall stop here~ I'm half an hour late for the Cruel Temptation. Lolol~ Ok, bye everybody.

Anyway I wish that everybody can be that SELFLESS like Elena. Think abt others k?

God.

2010-03-19T18:33:00.001+08:00

Is this a chain or something? Seems like everywhere I goes I hear Justin Bieber's Baby.
Oh man.

Finish

2010-03-07T14:50:00.001+08:00

damnn.

Mysterious.

2010-02-26T19:04:00.002+08:00

If what you can see is reality, why are there tears?
The rain that fell from the cloudy sky, these drops, are they for hiding my sadness and teary eyes?

The words and thoughts that I had left behind are a streaming current in the wind. when the day dawns, memories from the stars fade away.
If there's a cage around your heart, it's not because of someone somewhere, the actual thing is that you want to surpass is in front of your eyes now.

If you look up from the bottom, the sky is very beautiful
Paint the sky, as if to reach you
but for me who am too weak, the sky is deep and too high

Goodbye comes along like a squall
The faint warmth is because of you
if my sadness is erased, I want you to stay unchanged

The words that couldn't be said at that time, I guess they go somewhere, and return on the musical score in the night sky.
Even the light, even with these notes, I think they'll reach you when the memories are played out.
The gentle melody makes me slowly recollect, towards the goodbye without a promise.
Someday, I'll rekindle the light in your heart that had started disappearing.

The angel was singing a nocturne in the sea
Healing the azure dreams
'If you could, do you want to turn back time?'

I wonder, where is the sea in which you'll awake?
when the galloping time gives out light, this world without you is "fantasy".

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Ah, time flies O_O it gonna be Marchy soon~~~ School is bored :S as usual -_- lol.
Ok, I don't want to be a stalker alrd -.- because I feel sick ah~ But Kaiwen feel so happy being stalked ^^ shall I stalk her? LOL HAHAHAHA!!

Aigoo~~ Daphane ah~ you ah.. how dare you~! my love for you~~ :'( sobs.

LOL i actually don't know what I saying. Forget it, bye~

RainMachine!

2010-02-19T23:19:00.001+08:00

ANYWAY U JUST HAVE TO KNOW アリス九號 ROX. LOL!!

HAHAHAHA IM BORED SO JUST PARDON ME.

Weeeees~ Spamming jrock again ^.^ WENHAO WHERE U!! HAHAHAHAHAHA

Lullaby

2010-02-19T23:09:00.002+08:00

Walala~ Im bored. Sorry for not updating for soooo long! Im lazy @_@ I didn't even have time to watch HB TT.

Ahhhh~~ PSC (Y) SO GOOD. LOL.

Wah I miss WenHao Willy Daphane and guys manz. :O
Recently find the Versailles (Y) also ^^v their songs WOW~!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA IM CRAZY

GOGO KPOP&JROCK ^_^ with lotsa love!!

Taec & Yes JIAYOU !!

ITS SATURDAY MY FRIENDS!

Gone For Good

2010-01-28T18:25:00.002+08:00

Hi all :D , lol since I have logged in so might as well blog right. HAHA.

Erm, was sick for like 1 week already @_@ Damnnn! If I didn't went for P.E on Monday I think this disaster won't happen -_-" OK i should say I shouldnt have ate that fried chicken -.-"

Ahhhh~ Was having fever,cough,flu and sore throat for this week. Sounds like H1N1 doesn't it -.-" WTF? lolol~

So didn't have much fun in school :( I miss DAPHANE~ X3 (L) ILY.

Like wow? 5T is like here tonight and S5 is coming here tomorrow. Real or what? I haven prepare my letter yet!~ AND $$!! T_T SOB.

If I were to spend all my $$ on stalking, then I would have no money for CNY CLOTHES. GOD DAMIT.

Phew

2010-01-14T18:30:00.002+08:00

Phewwww! The bus was once filled again. AHHHH SO PAISEH IM SORRY ._. next time i shall sit outside when my stop is coming.

Wow, just came back from Gym. (Y) I wish I could get slim ^^v heheheeeeee

Ok, basically idk what to blog. so yeah just say crap.

I will blog when I want to blog. LOL ~

SEE U GUYS X3

Melting Sun

2010-01-11T19:23:00.002+08:00

Hi friends ^^ I'm back~ Sorry for not updating so often. As you know.. I'm lazy x:

School is crap -.- Awwwwwww!!!

Mostly all the subjects were alright. I am afraid that I might not be able to cope my maths. Haiz :/. POA :( ! Must jiayou le :(

Have been listening to different types of songs this few days. WOW ~ Starting to realise that JROCK sounds so so so so so nice ^^ I hope that they will come to SG :( OK mostly won't. They will earn nothing here -.-" BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.... I really want to see them :(.

Ok, Taec was a hit man. Who knows the reason for him being so HOT ._. I'm almost melted.

Watched Love Story goodbye stage. Awwww! Was crying with them :( WHATS UP MAN!

Ahhhhh, don't know whats up with some KPOP followers. Being weird is one point. Being LIKE THAT is just crap.

Love?

2009-12-29T12:28:00.003+08:00

Good afternoon guys!

Chalet was great! Having fun with my family~~ But Tingg's birthday photo didn't include quite a number of people ._. Haiz, I wish we can take again :(

Ok, erm still got what uhs~

My Happy Aquarium can't login :'( sobs. I going level le~~!!! :(!!

This post got so many sad faces :(

HAISH I MISS MY OPPAS. :( I wish they come to SG again!

3(?) more days to 2010? :O

Getting Lost.

2009-12-24T15:16:00.005+08:00

When I say T, You say Max .

Hi guys :D , ahhhhh! okay damn random. LOL.

Yesterday pre x-mas party with NUGU was fun! HAHA, we played so many games, chatted alot and even have feasts :D . lolol~~

Had watched a number of movies recently also.

Watched NewMoon with TingTing & Kelly :D, Edward~ I hate the ending -.- Shit ending! And expect us to wait for another year for Eclipse?! WTF? Imagine what will the ending of Eclipse be. Omg, ahhhhh ! I hate this kind of series show -.- and when there is Breaking Dawn, everybody will get a Twilight Saga Maraton. Because 4 years later you might forget what happened in Twilight -.-" SWT!

Ahhhh! Ok, next movie. I had watched Bodyguards and Assasin with Wenhao, Willy, Brian and gang~ LOL. The show was too ~~~ Alot bloodshed, quite scary also -.- Not for people who have WeakHeart. LOL! HAHA!

Ok gonna go and get ready~ MERRY XMAS GUYS! HAVE FUN :D & im going to chalet~~ whootsssss~~~~~~

I Believe In Miracle.
Therefore, I Believe In You.

&&! I HATE PEOPLE WHO SAY
"Oh I liked him because I think that he is very handsome"
RUBBISH AND CRAP. SCAM OFF FCUKERS

Jump For Joy!

2009-12-12T13:25:00.006+08:00

I think most of my readers know who is him bah? :D HAHAHA BE JEALOUS, should I use shook my hand or held my hand :O ~ LOL very very happy ^^v x3 But... I'm so guilty lol -.- because I wasn't a fan or him or anything. So abit guilty ah~ But he is so goooood! The security guard blocked me and him yet he still reach out his hand and I hold it HAHAHAHA! Damn dramatic and abit epic -.-" .

Ok I shall blog something. Erm, was off on Friday from work, went to Airport to see them(alot ppl). Then yesterday was stalking, so epic when we were in the van, the car moving around, lolol :D. Hmmm, then.. Went hotel, saw them again ^^v x3 and thats when he held my hand HAHAHA. Omg lol, I now can feel his hand holding mine HAHA, I'm really crazy :D

Hmm, I shall go bathe soon ^^ then get ready for DAY3 HAHAHAHA!

Not going for SO ltr but will be seeing them in hotel~ WOOTS SO HAPPY !

A MILLION THANKS TO Kim Joon! lol just so happy that I finally shook/held hands with Kidol.

HAHA btw Namira dont be jealous :X x3 u :D

감사합니다

Nub Keo

2009-12-03T20:52:00.002+08:00

Hi friends~ :D, lolol, nothing to do -.-"

Have been working for officially 3weeks 4days already~ Congrats mi ty :P. Lol, but I didn't earn much -.- giving some to my family anyway.. -.-"

Haiz, life is boring -.- working life is even worse.. Boring like shytz :( Work until my backache and no one knows. Shyt u -.-

So tired thatI didn't blog ._." I didn't even go check up my loves siah ><

Im really so amazed by people who typed the same word over and over again to different people :/ don't they feel ashamed? lolol

Hush

2009-11-29T16:22:00.002+08:00

Hi babies. Lol, yesterday wanted to went movie with Wenhao, JiaHao, Willy and friends. But in the end ended up having our lunch/dinner and went home -.-" . Lol ok, must plan properly next time @.@

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I laughed at some one's childishness. Lame shyt, you think the world is yours? You little bastard. You're nothing, you heard it? Eg: even I say I love SuperJunior , do I say : "IF ANY OF U LIKES THEM I'M GOING TO HATE U TO THE CORE".

Come on babe. World doesn't concerns only about you.

Run Away

2009-11-27T02:03:00.003+08:00

Hi guise, lol feels like hundred years didn't post. I'm sorry ahx, have been working very hard this few days/weeks. :x Damn tired. Gonna post a not so long post today :D.

Eh? Lol, I must really thank Heaven and whatever for giving me such nice people around me :D . People like my aunt, somekind of can hear what I am thinking deep inside. I was saying I had not been eating mac for like a month and she appears infornt of me asking me whether want to eat her McSpicy. I swear I didn't tell her before that.

People like my both cousin. Knowing that I wanting to eat egg, frying for me yet saying for himself. Haha. Thanks alot :D And accompanying me to take bus and stuff and take care of me. Thank you :D!!

People like my friends(WH/WILLY/DAP/ETC). LOLOLOL, must say them arh bix3 lololol. Heh, outing soon~~

People like my family. Taking so good care of me even when they are tired. Helping me to do my things even when they are rushing for time. Thank you!!

Ahhhhh~ I'm so fortunate :D. Thank you for giving me such greats people around me. TYTYTYTY, one million/zillion de ty also not enough :D.

Anyway, I known this long long time ago yet this is the first time I'm confessing. I'm really a loser -.- lolol. I will tremble when I'm alone on a bus. How weak can I be. lol rofl funny shytzx . HAHA ok. But someone is a sore loser, worse than me. :{

LOLOL, ok shall stop here till I think of anything to post. Goodbye guys and gudnites!

P/s: bix3 is something special!

Useless Love

2009-11-14T16:48:00.002+08:00

:O Hi guys~ Not going to post any pictures anymore for now. Lazy waiting for it to upload, like it's taking ages like that -.-" Sian ah~!

Hmm, what's happening this few days uhs, I very long time no post, dk whr and what should I start with. Ok, I shall say this as I can rmb ~

Went to WenHao's house to celebrate his 14th birthday, played cards and taught WenHao & Willy how to play (damn sinful -.-) Ok then talk talk eat eat walk walk play play, done alot of things, then walked back home :O.

Ok, then celebrated TingTing birthday @ Sentosa, didn't get tan :D. Went to 7-11 to spend my time there, then walked, played again. Do nothing much, then caked at Cine, HK cafee. Lol~ Ok then after that trained back home :D .

Eh then what? Had Class BBQ earlier on :) , lol thanks Dap for your sushi <333333 yummy :P but that day de was esp yummy~ because you bring it all the way to Pasir ris for me x3333 love you always. HAHA , then I was the chef of the day siol -.-" some of them just come here and sat down and talk -.-" damn hot there also. And idk what's wrong with the bloody light, lighted at 8 when we are leaving? LOL joke.

Ok, went to Sentosa again yesterday :D , with KaiWen & Denyse. Whoots? Shopped :O but I only bought a pair of shoes. Unlike them uh, shopaholic. LOL~! *Save moneh* x3 Ok then walked and trained back, went to T1 aft that ~ Then went back home :).

Today, woke up in the morning with the alarm clock and mum's talking -.-" and went back to sleep. Dk for what reason, dreamt of someone I shouldnt -.- and they did some weird things that I think they will never do to me :O. Sian~ Then went back sleep and woke up. Continue this chain for like zillion times ._." Sian.

Finally woke up @around 2PM -.- then use comp till now~ Pig is officially awake now.

Relieve Pills.

2009-11-05T01:09:00.002+08:00

Hi guys! :D , lol ok, I'm not sure whether shoud I post alot of things because of the time ticking on my clock. 1:23AM. :O 2AM COMING. LOL.

Ahhhh~ what to say uhs, I didn't say about that day Namira,Daph & Me went for a biking trip @ PRP right :D , haha damn funny, congrats to Namira for learning how to ride a bike ( only we knows :x) LOL. Was damn funny when I killed so many ants on the bike while screaming -.- Nearly died on spot when seeing ants dying on my hands -.- Damn scary!! Now I see blood and ants I will scream T.T !

Ok whats more? Going out with Schoolmates on the excursion trip made by school. Going to places for Hists like : Keppel/Little India and etc etc :X . LOL can't rmb all -.-" Should post pictures in the next post :D .

Hmmmm, ? Btw I had been going to school for this whole week @.@ For a leader workshop and CCAS :O Tiring -.- People are enjoying life and I'm working hard. HAHA funneh!

@ the wokshop for like 3 days. Learnt alot of things and made alot of friends. Whoots :D, damn fun and funneh~ Having a kind of joker-.- in our team~ LOLOL~ and Benjamin -.- damn funneh!
& yesterday's Webbie game is damn fun! HAHA I got so many strings :D , happieeeehs!

OK then what? I don't rmb much things already :O , shall upload pictures soon okay ? :D seeya guys.

Btw just to add onto something, when you add someone into your post, its not yours anymore, because that post concerns about others, just to take note of what you post. And... Define Hypocrite? Lolol :O The pot calling the kettle black? HAHA ! :D Nevermind, I shall help you to do the job...

(from http://www.dictionary.com/ :) )

1.
a person who pretends to have virtues, moral or religious beliefs,
principles, etc., that he or she does not actually possess, esp. a person whose
actions belie stated beliefs.
2.
a person who feigns some desirable or
publicly approved attitude, esp. one whose private life, opinions, or statements
belie his or her public statements.

Looks who being hypocritical now?

Yummy Secret

2009-11-03T19:00:00.002+08:00

Hi guys :D , woots! Alone looking at the number of posts I have in this website almost made my day :D , wooooooots! At least I don't change my link so frequently :S Heh!

Okay, very long never post, wanted to post also no time -.- So today decided not to go to my grandparents house, decided to post and updates my stuff and things like that. Thanks alot to those who have been coming my post always :D , reader FTW! Omg ^^v

Haha, alot pictures to post -.- but idk whether should I post pictures? :S Later sure very lag -.- Ahhhh! Ok I shall upload them........

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dk whats the fcuking wrong with the internet/blogger/photobucket. Totally can't post pictures.

BLOG LATER .

Hang On.

2009-10-28T20:02:00.002+08:00

Hi guys :D , lol, short post okay? I think I would be using comp so often anymore :D, I just can't stand myself going to youtube and search "UB". like wtf? like every second refreshing -.- I can't stand it, I'm going crazy!

And... Last few days I had alot of emotions -.- Lols. Have you ever tried letting go of what you are trying to get now? Try being alone and thought about everything that you had done? Do you feel guilty?

That day when we were on our way to Science centre, I sat down and thought. I was in deep thoughts. like omg? Lol ._. Keep thinking, so many things flash thru my mind. I don't know why are some people trying to grab/hold things that arent suppose to be belong to them. Thats what I think, thats why I'm letting go. It's obvious that some thing aren't belong to you, perhaps everything. I'm not sure, maybe you think that everything in the fcuking world belongs to you. Do you think that money can buy everything? Or are you just trying to show off? I think nobody gives a damn anyway.

I'm so guilty, but I thought, what did I do? I did nothing, compared to yours, what I was doing was just peanut, I can say it with my conscience, it's nothing, I had done nothing bad. Did I? I don't think so? Lol?

But you, I think you should be digging a hole down the ground, aren't you guilty of what you're doing now? Pretending, grabbing everything to yourself. I understand that humans are selffish. But can't you just fcuking spare a thought for others? Have you ever think of them? I don't think so.

Ahhhh~ BG is getting onto me :D, damn nice :). Okie I shall go and eat already :D, anyway I'm damn giddy now, mostly because I just ate a panadol._. and I got flu from giving flyers today. Wtf, students are like giving teachers/principal our lives by running across the road in sucha heavy rain ._. It scares me off when I saw my friends running across the road when there are cars. What if they are being knocked down? Omg touch wood :( I can't bear to leave my friends.

Fcuking hell, why am I in sucha good relationship with my friends? -.- sweat.
Anyway I choosed 3N2 :(

Wild Imagination.

2009-10-25T09:02:00.003+08:00

Rawrh! Kept typing wrong the PW eversince I changed it -.-" ROFL~

Ahhhh, so tired uhs, now is just 9o'clock ._. How the hell can I woke up so much?! LOL.

Miao~ Yesterday watched the TaoHuaXiaoMei? telecasted by chnlU o.o~ not bad~ shall wait for more esps :D

Ahhhhhh! I had already make up my mind~ I would rewatch my UB :P Ahhhh the songs are getting into me :S . Wanted to upload into my blog, but idk how :( sorry ah~ nuna very nub :(.

Hehe, I'm so jealous at how boys are called. Hyung? Can't I call my sister Hyung -.- thats so freaking nice to hear~ and Nunaaa~ Ok thats for boy-girl. But who would say to me ~~ :( thats sounds so freaking sweet~ ._______. ok I sounds like daydreaming ._." and... OPPA~ HAHA thats the only word I can say :D because Unnie sounds so nan ting -.-

Ok I shall go le~ I'm wondering should I install my Sims ._. ah rawr! Fickle minded ah ..........................

What's up with you?

Premonition?

2009-10-24T13:06:00.003+08:00

Good afternoon guys! Haha, didn't went to school yesterday. Went to TP instead, because of the GoogleEarth thing. I think I learnt nothing? :O

Lol, okie, got a msg from Dap that I scored 29.5/40 for Bio? Haha :D , for me, pass is alright already. I don't have to aim for like 35/40?. Thats abit too much for me, as for my brain and adding stress onto my body. Same logic. Haha!

Hmmmmmm~ LMH had just reached SG! Have fun baby~ HAHA, didn't went to fetch him as I was alone -.- Lol, I can't imagine the feeling of being alone. -.-"

Ahhh, still got what uhs? Finished watching the eps of UB. Omg, I would be that girl also loh -.- Ask me act forever I also will yuanyi. Anyway they will sure find out._. Ah I'm talking crap because I think people who read my post don't know what Im talking about. LOL, pure crapo -.-!!

Life is so boring uhs, so long never type blog post, now type don't know why, feels so weird ._.

Should I rewatch UB? or... continue my 89? omg .___. ! I should get started with my book because im alrdy halfway thru! TT. and whats up with NewMoon? 3rd Dec?

Phew. I beg you stop thinking so much.
He's doing everything for her? ._.

Ah btw, SW's songs are so attractive uhs ._. I can't stop~ ROCKA ROCKA ROCKA! LOL
And for Angel = omg -.-!

AND IM GETTING DEJAVU everywhr, wtf? It is that things are repeating? or I'm daydreaming? GO DIE MAN

Like Lie.

2009-10-18T00:04:00.003+08:00

Yo guys :D , hehe, spent almost whole day with KW :D ! WAHAHAHAHA!

Wanted meesua(?) and went to cathy -.- but moved, ah, damn long no go :O ! Then went to VIVO. HAHA finally saw my sea T.T sobs. I love the smell of ocean~ hehe!

Then walked around, bought top and bottom~ HAHA, KW spend alot ._. ah!

Walked for like idk how long -.- drink drank drunk.

Mrt back, yawns, saw pretty girl -.- and the one sitting infornt of me dk staring at what shyt -.-"

Lame dao yao si!

Today alot people~ ah ~~

HMMM~ so today i was so damn unhappy at LJS -.- I waited for like 10++ mins for my meals when the one beside me came later than me like 10mins later and got serve first -'- ~
MRT was like shit today also -.- dk what's wrong with the train ._.
and the RI guy, wtf? u tink u big ah -.- liao bu qi!! u also not very lihai what.

ahhhhhhhhhh so overall still ok lah! looking foreward fr next outting wit kw :P hehe, gonna do more things next time!

shall continue on my knitting -.- and my shows. omfg sw damn handsome in dat show ah!

Wedding Bells.

2009-10-16T12:00:00.002+08:00

AHHH! I forgot about my uncle's wedding :D omfg~ hahaha my first time attenting wedding? ah, mountian tortise :X. but fear not! because more are coming :p!

It's a fun day :D hahaha I drink the campaign with one breath -.- nearly died on spot :X. shall update this post ltr on when i know whr are all the pictures :D. HAHAHA may the newly wedds be happy forever! WHOOTS :D!
BMW FIGHTING LOL. BTW u can see one of my photo at my sis blog. Lol -.-!

Ok, get rdy for TP :P google earthh~~~

Last longer

2009-10-16T11:31:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday mum! :D

Phew, exams are finally over, joy ? Don't think so. I don't see why after exams other class must shout like they have graduate. Must they be that inconsiderate? I was wondering why my class didn't shout like them. Maybe thats different, idk anyway :) 2n1 gogo!

Ahhhhhh, alth my last paper is over, but I don't feel the joy. Ah, perhaps something is wrong with me. It had been months since I post a picture ): Lazy ah~! Shall post it sometime... Rawrrr!!

I really hate it so much, zzz. You claim that you didn't like it and laughed at it. But look at yourself, you are listening to it, singing to it, dancing to it. Isn't that irony? Wtf? Lol, don't make my ARSE LAUGH.

Hmmmmm~ whats more? went out whitesands for like 3days continously. -.-" nowhere to go, so the cycle repeats :P, WAHAH! Went like 2 days with KaiWen to study and walk around, then went to Whitesands again yesterday with Daph :D , WAHAHA damn funneh!

KW: WAHAHA LOVEEEEEX3! Hehe, I sound like a lesbian -.- who cares. Lol, wahahhaha lets look forewad fr TMR!!! WAHAHA loveeeee u!!
DAP: LOL, next time we shall go and shop for MAID AGENCY WTF 36 in a 3storey mall -.-!! LOL!!

ahhh~ still got what to catch up for you guys? :D , eh, let mi think. I can't think of any.Forgive it . HAHAHA.

This is serious business! HAHA I'm so into KPOPX3333 ok, thats happened like months ago. Whoots FTISLAND AND BEG are coming to SG :P Who wanna go? OMG i can't wait ^^!! My lovely beg!! and ft :P OMGOMOGMOGMOGMOMGOMOMGOMOG !!

LOL I sounds like crazy. Bleh !! haha ok shall stop here.

Once again, Happy birthday mum! :D, hope you like my prezzie haha!

and yesterday was DongHae birthday :X, hehe oppa! happy birthday ;) remain innocent ah~ Gudluk for SG album =D muacks!

Retribution.

2009-10-04T16:08:00.002+08:00

Hi all :) , yesterday went to Central Park to celebrate Brian's birthday as well as MoonCake Fest. :D

But didn't celebrate Brian's one at Central park, instead under a block -.- He surrendered -.-" Yay he ate my cupcakes :D , nice right?! HAHAHAHA, I spent dk how long baking de lo ~.~ !

Then went to central park, made alot of words using candles, shall upload it sometime when I am free :D , yayx3!

Hmm, then after that went to PSML or sumth, haha, bought idk what burger, very yummy lol ._.

Ok, then went back home~ Slept at idk what time.

AhhhhHH~ today, woke up and ate. Cleaned the whole house for like 3 times, using 3different methods: Sweep,Mopping & Cleaning(using the idk what cloth or sumth). -_- ah daamn tired.

Haha, now waiting for retard to come out and go spaaaa~ HAHAHAHA RETARD :D.

Be aware of retribution, don't think people don't know what you are doing ok? What goes around comes around, you WILL get your retributions fcker!

Beliving

2009-09-30T21:19:00.002+08:00

._. hi guys. Blog for the sake of blogging ah ._. Today in school was extreme bored ._.

Saw Benja after school. HAHA bball ah~

Then walked with Namira to BigBookShop~ bought pens ~ then went Grandma place. Eat,drank.

Walked back home with Grandma, then alone at home~ soon dad came back, and sister......

boring day ah :) Tomorrow exams le, jiayou keo! :D

T&Y power ferevax3!

Suju,2PM,SHINee,Dbsk&many many more will protect me. Iamthehottestelf!

ILOVEUALLx3! TKWILLPROTECTMIEFOREVA!

You are the best.

2009-09-26T17:10:00.003+08:00

Yo good evening guys! Ah, boring Saturday. Just slept till afternoon, then ate, watched teevee, stayed at home alone -.- packed my house, but still very untidy. Pig style ah~ Haha.

What can you all think of when you all see this 'logo' ? iPhone? iPod? This company is really great. The ways the things were being sold at... Almost everybody arounds me are using their product. Lets give an example. Yesterday I was at the Airport and the 2girls beside me was using iPhone. The guy behind me was using AppleMAC. The one sitting across me was using iTouch.

Everything I I I -.- Kudos manxz ! This company must be earning dk how many millions(?)/mth -.- How I wish I was their CEO ROFL !!! WAHAHAHHAA *DAYDREAMING AH *

ok, back to posting :P.

Yesterday was great, had classes, not bad :x, then after school, went to Airport with KaiWen. :P, was suppose to attend CCA, but after some calculations, our result is most of them are not going because people like me don't read notices board very often. LOL. Hahahaaa! So gogo airport :D . Went to CoffeeBean to study, not bad~ but alot glaces -.- ROFL. After that took 34 back to CC thr, then KaiWen went for her guitar lessons, and I went to ahma hse! HAHA fun day :D .

I WANT TO GO OUT MOREEEEEEE. Btw exams is like next week or so, so everybody jy! alth I'm not studying . HAHAHA I haven started studying ley! how :( ~~ Dieeeeeexz!

Keo fighting! Sj fighting! ELF fighting! Nugu fighting! 2PM fighting! Hottest fighting !
KangIn fighting! Jaebeom fighting!

You Are Not Alone!

Gone

2009-09-20T22:32:00.005+08:00

Ah, going late night already. Shall blog about the happy things just in case I lost my mood to blog when I thought of that, ah, have been knitting since yesterday. Knit dao hand very numb ._. I'm nub -.-"

I got a very very nice dream that I wished to dream forever ._. I saw Hyuk&Kyu under my block, waiting for bus 291 to JunYuanSec and wanting to walk to their schools(idk what school, music sch perhaps) Ahhhh! I was damn happy when I saw Kyu -_- and he kept covering his face(because there were a few fangirls behind him) and he kept look another way -_-".

It's a godly dream lo >.< strength ="). LY!

Ok, shall start a new topic. Firstly I must thank 3person for including me into their blog..

shi hui looks like Shou ! from alice nine

wahahaha I know I know. TY :D , I will start watching his MV to imitated him ok. Haha!

Secondly...

http://hearts-andlove.onsugar.com/
some one told some one than i treat some one as doll the last time ?!

I was like WHERE GOT !? than yinxuen & me tears came out when we were at mac 2nd floor.

I really want t tell that some one that since she SO care about the momo why dun she go back with her ? why wan join us ? is she a spy ? or is she best fren to us ? If she is a best fren to us , she wouldnt have said those words at MAC . doesnt she remember that those days how momo treated her? & now down here she treating her so well again? & treat us like SO COLD ? wads wrong whth you !? & the problem is that i didnt even say anything abt you , you came & say me ?! wtf ? you didnt get things right & you down there saysaysay ... Have you ever think about us ? Or all you know is to care about momo ? If all you know is to care about momo than be best frens with her than . Go join her , we still can be friends ar.. but not close frens . i dun need a spy fren like you ! GET IT !

I shall do some rephrase here.. Although you might say that you are not talking about me but anyone that knows our relationship would know. Anyway just treat it as you didn't see anything if you don't want to admit that you are saying me.

some one told some one than i treat some one as doll the last time ?! need so many some one? just say name la, anyway I know you are talkin about ME told YINXUEN. Either is I told YinXuen that you treat me as doll? or I told YinXuen that You treat Joline as doll? Or what? Please la, don't listen to one side-d story can anot? -.-

Anyway, I cared for Janice since we are sec1, even after we argued, we still got go and eat lunch together de ok? I didn't went to back to because I thought that we are friends, btw my WE belongs to YOU and ME. But sadly, I don't think you treat me as friend, if not how could you say those words so easily? What I say in MAC? you sure what Yinxuen told you is the truth anot? And I didn't treat Janice well either, infact I think that I treat you even better.

Lets give an example.. When we need 4 people and you and YinXuen suggested that you all go to group with WenHao & Brian. You got thought of us? YinXuen just say " Ask Janice along la" oh, when we are short of 1 people we ask Janice along, but what if we don't short of anyone?? Where does Janice go? Go back to Trisha&Sabrina? Why can't you all spare a thought for her?? Gwen, you said that you dislike the feeling of being treated as a doll, you think others' would like it? We all don't like the feeling of being a doll, being pushed around by one another, do you feel good?? No right? Then why can't you just spare a thought for Janice since she already has her friends, why must we treat her as a doll??? & this is call treat her good? & I didn't treat you all COLD. Is you all infact. Passing letters around saying my Watch? Oh, that one is treat me GOOD? Why don't you all feel GUILTY?? What did I say about you this time? can't you name it out? I CAN SWEAR THAT I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING BAD ABOUT YOU TO YINXUEN IN MAC. CAN SHE SWEAR? I didn't get things right? What I know is that you want to be with YinXuen & Wenhao. And everytime short of 1 people you would say " Ask Janice come join lo". Oh so easy??

If I didn't care about you then who is going to care about you? I must treat you as friend but I can't treat Janice as friend. You are trying to say this aren't you??? & who are you calling SPY? Still remember what we said when we first wanted to be together? We said that we would be together and never treat one another like doll like who they treated us the other time. But did you keep that promise? After you and YinXuen got close, whenever Namira never comes to school, you all asked me to join Daphane, whenever Daph never comes, you all asked to join Namira. When you didn't came, they asked me to join YinXuen. What you are treating me as this time? Uh? I'm at fault uh? Why can't you spare a thought for others instead of yourself! You said that we must be friends together, but where's that promise? GONE I SUPPOSED.

PART 2.

http://lonelygal95-isalwayslonely.onsugar.com/
Keo shouldn't say something but she say out. Haiz!

What did I said? Name it out my dear! Stop lying please.

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I shall blog what I told YinXuen the other time at MAC.

I told her, why must we keep pull Janice in whenever we are short of someone when she already has her own group of friends. Why must we treat her as a doll. Gwen & me have been treated as a doll before and we have got the feeling of being treated like that before. So I don't wish that we treat Janice like a doll, whenever we need her, we just ask her to come, but what if we need 5? Then where is she going to go? Gwen now has you(Yinxuen), so I know that she won't be treated as a doll anymore because I know that you won't treat her as a doll.

I'm sure thats what I say. And I didn't say anything bad about you,Gwen. About your 1side-d story, I guess I'm not interested in knowing anymore. Goodbye :)

Bad people.

2009-09-05T11:50:00.003+08:00

Ahhhh, going to use tumblr soon :P , editing in progress -_- ah, so hard to understand, but figured it out after some time, but still not the theme I wanted ._. ah dont understand what im saying.

Heh, I'm missing Park&Kim like every second of my life <3 Loveeeeeexzxz!! wakaka, damn boring lo. just watched the show, wth seung is really a baddie lo! And the show made me cried again ._. nevermind, treat it as clean my eyes lol. my heart aches manxzx!

HEH, going to get ready for the CC carnival.

Wahaha, love yah!

보내주기

2009-08-31T22:12:00.000+08:00

Ahh, loss of words :/

Damnn sad and boring lo, listening to Ft songs really can make my cry ._. Watched Heartbreaker again and again -.- For like 1231445475times already. HongKi really has a very nice voice, hopes he eats well :) and be able to performed for us again! Still wondering to go anot lo ._.

Anyways, happy teachers day :D ! Didn't went back to my primary school, friends wasn't confirmed anyway. So went out to eat Ajisen(?) with Kelly and her E6 classmates. Ahhhh! nice :) Then headed back home, slept, bathe, using comp, watched tv, watch mvS again. Daily routine =.- & I read R&J for Kelly, hehs, sad story, but... happy ending? Don't think so.

I lead a boring life manxz, I can be a zai nu lo >.< I want to go to Airport!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ Isn't it great to see Planes departing and arriving Singapore? Hehs, but of course la._. also can't see planes lo. Whenever I goes to Airport, it reminds me of FTI ): , missing them really much now... Hope they are doing fine....

Anyway! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAMIRA<3 & MR VANAN WAHAHA!
Happy teachers' day to all the teacher in the world including my baby sexy teacher! WAHAHAHHA!

Have been learning Abracadabra lol, damn hard ah! Have to ask Hyuk Oppa teach me lo, he's great a everything. Please take care of my baby!

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Reason for a thing

2009-08-29T16:48:00.000+08:00

=D Good afternoon guys ~ Ah boring, had been digging my head inside MissionMaker -_-" , thank you so much man MrHuang! I believe that I can complete my MM asap :P, kinda giddy after doing it for a long time -_-" I do it before sleep, woke up, I guess later will be chionging again ._. !

Ahhhhhhhhhhh~ Yst bought the slimy thing :P played it with BrotherQ WAHAHAHA damn fun :D . & He likes TaeYeon :O, nevermind, she's pretty -.- better than Jessica >.> :x~

I miss you manxzxz T.T ,tell me why, i can't seem to face the truth, I'm just a little too not over you.

): ~

In the moment I saw you,
In the moment my heart was captured by you.
Why don't you get it.
love
yg
=)

Faith

2009-08-27T19:04:00.000+08:00

Ah,damn lazy to blog -.- keep fall asleep without knowing, hmmm, getting old le :S

._. Don't know why am I so soft-hearted -.- I might get angry for the past one day or hours. But after a few days, I will forget it -.- Without the hatred.

Just for example, that day AHEM drew on my shirt, I was so angry that I told myself not to talk to him anymore. But however -.- of course no la ._. I still will care for him lol -.- eg like when his paper drop I will still pick up~ he say no pen i will still lend him~ . Ah damn rubbish la ._.

Sian lo >.< I miss my Yes'gie korkor<3 love you!! :3 Heh, hope you enjoy your birthday ~ missing you everyday :) love you!

Booooo~ don't know what to blog already lol. Damn fed-up today after school :S!!! When the bell rang, we were like running up the stairs, rushing to CompLab, but what? reach thr so early also no comp. Damn unfair!!! Actually I still quite 'pity' 2E3, but seeing their attitude really makes things worst! -_-, also not hate them or what ok. Just don't know why, we ran, they walked slowly, yet they get the seats. But they don't even look grateful. Damnass -.-

Anw, after shouting Jiahao in the comp lab sooooo many times, he was concentrating in Brian's game, and finally I called him and he answered, but I was so angry that I went home. Wanted to help him do but he say don't need. Nevermind~ shall figure out alittle tomorrow during ICC :/

Tata guys :) and paiseh JiaHao :D

Wishes.

2009-08-21T20:34:00.001+08:00

Hi guys :) , lol, its Friday today :D .

Ahhhh I'm now alone at home using 1lap&1comp ._. my house is so empty that makes it scarier -.- AHX !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEUNGHYUN anyway ._. I cant post pictures -.- Lol~ I'm sorry~ Please take care of HongKi, ask him don't act in his Act already plox ! My heart hurts ): !

Ahhhx, anyway today is Kibum birthday also~ Hope you have fun in your home~ Please come back for SSII T.T ~SuperJunior 13fighting!

Ahhhx, had been watching SJ videos for the past 1hour? :O I miss MinHo -.- lol~

Feel like going to AirPort ._. anybody wants go? But I don't dare to go home late alone -_-" Rawr, I think I don't want go out for 1month bah, rest at home and go for school and eat can le ._. I'm so scared -.-

noticed that I kept use faces in this post? Lol -.- because I have nothing to type. Boring ah~ No purpose no point no reason. I don't know what I'm here for. Maybe I should MIA and come back using another web for blogging -.- BLOGGER IS GIVING ME ALOT ALOT OF PROBLEMS~

Ahhh Sung's birthday is coming=) Hope he have fun~ and please rest well don't get sick anymore! Don't forget that your voice is very important OK!

Currently waiting for my R&J to load >.< ~ Sure very sad deh, but I'm bored lah, Kelly also not at home. Watching it alone >.< Haish, alone again. Should be sleeping late today~ Boringgggggggg! Waiting for mum to rush back home,but I guess she's taking her own sweet time because she's watching some shows at AHMA HSE. Ahx, I want a dog so much -.- The best is like Vick?Typhoon?Xiah's? or Changmin's -.- People own de dogs all don't look nice, why theirs look esp nice even it's a mix breed -.- .

I missing Niki already la ._.

How I wish I could be the girl in SJ's mv -.- Sorry sorry or It's you. Wouldn't it be great? Flirting with 13guys -.- they are so devoted ._. I wouldn't bear to hurt them if I'm in the MV so the MV also doesn't make much sense, how would they be dumped? .__.

Altogether

2009-08-19T22:17:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhx , blogger is still ~.~ ._. Can't post pictures, ahx forget it, I don't take pictures now anyway >.< !

._. Eryi was spot on lax , im really like a pig lo -_-" Ahhh! I miss Nugu seriously alot :/ nugu fighting!

Seeing blogger like that, I don't even remember what I want to type. But there's something I wanted to say, it concern actually nobody.. I don't understand them, one person say no, all say no. But actually they liked it alot. Why? Don't you have a mind of your own? Why must you follow others?? I don't understand, maybe I don't even understand you. Seriously, you are like, changing, unpredictable. Showing others happy faces when behind the scene, you are so fed up. Why must you wear that mask? Or it is what my teacher teaches me? Propaganda? Bias? Why are you treating others so well and facing those who are seriously useless to you so biasly? When you have made use of them?

): stupid creatures!

Ahhh, alot of things happened, in school, outside of school. Totally feels like rubbish, tomorrow I'm going to TP for Alice finals. GBY man >.<

Ahhhh! I still can't believe what they say.. How can they treat things so easily? Why? Because they are useless? Don't you feel guilty? Why do you always think of yourself?

Someone told me this " Why you always think of others first? You must think of yourself first then think for others mah" Ah, how can I do this? WTH, it is that im kind hearted or something? Or the world is filled with people who only thinks for themselves?! WTF U GUYS -'- for you ._. (ok for some only) ._.

Don't know what you blog already. Totally is like.. useless also, nobody cares nobody reads. Just spending my time,
typing my thoughts, thats why I feel, don't need to feel threatened or what, useless anyway cause I don't care.

P/s: 1 year already.
P/s: Can we have a Nugu meeting asap? :O

p/s: Good luck in everything you do.

Side by side

2009-08-16T18:39:00.001+08:00

Shiny Stars.

2009-08-09T09:53:00.004+08:00

Hi people :D , woooots, what's the day today? It's natonal dayyyy~! & the GuanYinDan? :) Nice day today~! Please don't rain or something. Okay these are the pictures I took with my Nugus (L) them~ :D

Pinic @ Bontanic Garden :)

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& 7th of Aug , my school celebrates National Day! :D , Whoooootsh! =) most of my classmates were wearing red except for some irresponsible people >.> Already noticed you to wear red still don't want wear, act cool? act cute? Or want to be special? Oh I got it, but you are not =)

WenHao&meeee!

With Mr Cheong, his last day anyways.

Together :)

Already that, I went out with Syahida, Huda & Raz =) . Boring at home anyways, so went to LJS with them~ Ahhhhhhh, loner manxz!

I'm not going to care anymore, I am not the girl in the Barie World's song. So STFU&GTFO!

& you know what, you are like a rose, looking nice and warm, but once people get near to you, who you don't like, those who are already useless to you get thorns on their hands, their everywhere. You always left them bleeding halfway thro the jounery, and you are what? Fugging self-fish creatures living in this Earth, don't hurt the Earth assholes!

Sensible.

2009-08-05T17:48:00.003+08:00

Hmmm, I don't know what's wrong with blogger now. I now can't post my Pinic pictures with Nugu :x Lol! Heh, I almost forgot that trip x.x

Went bontanic gardern to pinic, met them, then went to City Hall to see fireworks, after that found a place to sit down and cont our stories. Lolx !

Oh ya, I didn't mention right, JongHoon is making me crazy ): ! I dreamt of him yesterdayxzxzxz X_X

PeeKaBoom!

2009-08-05T16:50:00.002+08:00

Hi guys :D , happy that I update? HAHAA!

Anyway for 2N1 photos you can take it @ http://www.2naughty1.blogspot.com :D

Okok, let me think what I have to say. Actually nothing lols. Anyway I wanted to type a story for my readers to read a long long time ago, but I always forgot to bring to home -.- Okay, I will type it today, although I know nobody will read -.- lols.

Okay, I will start with what happening today, took photos with Mr Cheong =) Giving him the picture on Friday, rush againxzxzx ! Ok, then today, I actually thought that I lost my wallet wtfzxz! LOL , so I ran around finding it._. Then I find out that the P.E Teacher actually keep it for me. Thanks manxzx :D ! Then I saw a bunch of bithceszxzxz! You know who you are! I got a feeling that she's always reading my blog >.> ! Bitch uhs you! Fcukerrrrrr -'-! Ok I not saying what happened that I want to scold her bitch! Scram off man!

Hmmms, let me think . Okay I think nothing more le. I going to type the story out leyh! Not copy not scanning. Ok so please read patiently :) !

For almost the entire school year, I liked a boy named Ben. I was pretty sure he didn't know. I never told him. Besides my mom, the only other person who knew was Mary Ann Drew, and I'd sworn her to secrecy! I didn't tell anyone else because it might get back to Ben. What if he didn't feel the same way? I was too shy to take the chance he might feel differently than I did.

"Asking Ben to the Sadie Hawkins dance?" Mon asked.

"I'd love to;" I just don't have the nerve," I told her.

"Hmmm," she saif, and then told me a story about " two very close friends" of hers when she was in school.

Katie liked a boy named Sean. But she never told him, forever keeping the secret to herself. When she was him sitting at the other end of the lunch table, or with friends, she couldn't help but admire the way he listened intently to his friends, and always seemed so considerate and attentive.

Eventually both Sean and Katie began to date - but not each toher. On so many occasions, Katie secretly wished her date was Sean, rather than who she was with- but it was her date, not Sean, who asked her out. The night of her senior prom was especially bittersweet. When a favourite song of hers by Anne Murray was played(a song that always made her think of Sean), she looked to Sean, dancing with his date. Sean was looking in Katie's direction. They smiled at each other, their smiles lingering. For the entire evening, Katie gazed at Sean dancing with his girlfriend, Annie Pauls. Annie was so outgoing, Katie just knew she'd never stand a chance, even if she did get up the nerve to talk to Sean. But that didn't keep her from looking and dreaming - and wishing it was Sean's arms.

Interested in knowing what happening? :D Heh, this story is damn nice :D Read on !

After graduating from high school, both Katie and Sean went away to college in different states. But Katie never stopped missing him. Both Katie and Sean attened their five-year high school reunion. When the band began to play, both Katie and Sean found themselves standing alone, each looking for a dance partner. Many of their classmates were married and were there with their spouses-but neither Katie nor Sean had married.

Katie looked at Sean across the room, and though butterflies took flight in her stomach, she walked over to Sean and asked him to dance.

GUESS WHAT HAPPENED, LOL!

"You're even more beautiful than you were in high school!" Sean whispered to her as they were dancing.

"Oh," she accused, "in high school, you didn't even know I existed."

"On the contrary," Sean corrected, "you were the love of my life. I was just too afraid to tell you. There wasn't an event that went by that I didn't wish you were my girl. You were so beautiful, so bright- and so reserved- I just knew you wouldn't go out with me. I decided I would rather secretly believe that you loved me than to have my Katie turn me down. Our senior prom was the worst. I kept looking at you, wishing you were my date. There was one song, one special song that just broke my heart. It was ' Can I have this dance, for th rest of my life,' by Anne..."

"...Murray," Katie said, finishing his sentence for him.

"Yes" said Sean. "Do you know it?"

"Yes,"was all she said.

Story from Taste berries for teens by youngs, Bettie B.

There's still another few paragraph la, but I lazy to type le -.- Lols, ok I will summary the last few for you all =D , it is.... Katie is actually the girl mum and Sean is her dad. LOL!

Fate or what?

R&B

2009-08-03T19:44:00.002+08:00

Hie guise :D , LOL, i currently listening to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jcNm0gf2gfQ&feature=related . Feel free to listen it lol, that ver of sorryx2 is really nice :)

Okay, nothing much happened in school, having my MT TA for at least 2 days. Ok, not that hard anyway -.- Thanks Dap for your E-Dictionary ! YAY ~

Ok nothing much alrdy, gudnites & byes!

seeya guys soon :P , and hor......... tomorrow need wake up at 6AGAIN T_T

Again & Again

2009-07-29T20:21:00.002+08:00

Take a look at this! Barae(I Hope)Loveeeee:)

Hi guise :) , lol. Okay, same thing everytime I post, have not been posting daily, my wrong :x ~

Haha, Kelly is sucha ___~ I let her use the fan and she @)$*(*@! !!!! RAWR LOL!

Ok, should start main topic le, I didn't blog about my dog is sick right... Poor Niki ): Can you imagine yourself having force-jabbing 6jabs continously? After that, having people who you loved, people who loved to go home without you? I can imagine how Niki feels so I cried when I first saw it returning home from the Dog Hospital T.T Poor thing, she had to eat 6pills a day? It's more than a human medical amount...

My heart just hurts when I saw it like that. Self-confidence had lost in her... She tends to walked around looking for attention when my Aunts,Uncles&Grandparents were talking... But now, she hides herself under the chair most of the time, unable to go out beside of the stupid plastic around her head. Her back is so badly scratched by the plastic ._. Stupid! That's so fugging sharp can, I can't even imagine having a plastic tied around me for 2weeks or more! T_T Anyway, each of us pay a responsibility... Poor her...

Feel like crying again ): I miss Niki...

Nothing can be compared to you my darling x3

傻瓜我們都一樣，受了傷卻不投降

Weightless grams.

2009-07-24T17:06:00.002+08:00

Ahhh, seems like the blogger isn't fixed. & I'm not the only one who saw this. This is damn retarded >.< !

I'm so damn boring ~.~ Nobody wants to audi with me -.- I now see no point in downloading it when I have to play it alone -_-" Nobody cares anyway.

Life is like shit! Now I got my lesson ._. I felt extremely stupid. When I already knows that everything is just a fcuking trap yet I believing that it isn't. Dropping into your bloody trap, leaving me bleeding everytime. So tired being lied.

How am I able to believe others now? With the impact left in my heart. Everything seems untrustable ._.

Sighs, I just can't stop sighing ._. I wants to go to Library T.T I'm so afraid of being alone, feels like a phobia, how loser am I ? I can't even take a bus alone, I feels that everything just seem so scary now. Haish...

Just being left out is a point of thing... How am I suppose to go through all this alone? With no-one by my side? When everything seems scary? When my trusts and hopes are dropping everyday?

I just don't know what to do now;

I think I will mia for a period of time in msn or so ._. I feel so confused.

Is there anybody who can help me? I sound so helpless...

Help me.

illogical logic.

2009-07-22T15:27:00.002+08:00

Hi guys. LOL idk what happened to blogger, this looks so weird so i will only blog a little ok x) .

http://news.sg.msn.com/regional/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3472606&page=11 Take a look at this :D , everybody is waiting for eclipse! YAY !!

Ok, gtg audi :D , wishing KELLY UNNI happy birthday! Muacks <3

Midnight in the Summer 102

2009-07-17T20:21:00.003+08:00

Why?

I feel so god-damn isolated when I'm with my friends.

Or it is I'm sensitive?

I don't know.

I hold my tears because I don't want to cry.

Newie, oh im sorry~

2009-07-15T21:36:00.002+08:00

Ok, time to tag about my Sentosa trip aweek back.

Oh~ To celebrate XinYi&YongHao birthday. Haha, had alot fun but Me& my sis didn't went down to the water, we keep an eye on the bags,rmb?! HAHA!!

Ok, so nothing much, saw a group of guys playing soccer, ._. Nice piercing manxzxzzzzxxx! Duno whether they Sg anot ._. Then looked at Gib they all~ HAHA, then rain ._. After that shine agaiN~ Saw a very very beatiful rainbow ;)! The skies too! Is like OMG~ <3 Ok, then ate Subway, wtf Im sucha nub ._. I ate subway like twice now? -.-"

The cookies arent very nice -.- I think I bake one nicer rofl!

Janicee: lol .. relinked ohKEO: Oh okay oh~
KEO: Lol~ ok!

Fwu Lek Yuan: mei relink me... orange here.. change my orange to my name
KEO: Okay bro :D

GWEN♥:
YO ! YO ! YO ! Eh honey piggy ! 시링해요 !
KEO: YO honey~~ Annyeong + Saranghaeyo!!

Janicee: lols (: ok le
.. see you tomorow
Janicee: relink (: paiseh , never tell you .. must give me candy eat ^^
KEO: Opps so sorry u actually tagged me HAHAHA!!

teuk's: teuk = me
KEO: Like real? OHHH~~

zw: taggged
KEO: YO THANKS :D

What a Fool

2009-07-15T21:06:00.004+08:00

Hi friends :D , eating Pringles now xD, yummy~ But I'm quite sure I'm getting fat.. Bwahahaha! Ok I shall continue my post ... -_-Sorry lah! Lazy plus no time to use comp yknow!! Ok!

This is so freaking funny! BWAHAHA!!! Teuk ah :S!

Oh & this, I have to thank Yinnie for this, ROFL!!!!! TQ~~

Went to BITC that day, remember? 8th of July~ Haha, the view there was superb!!

Tsk, the chef told me that he lived in the orange-roof building.

On the way there. Omg, the building is so nice, will SHINee of who stay in it or sumth lol.

My end product ^_<

The chef is so good lo, I asked him to helped me to tie

and he say '' Ok I will help you tie a pretty one" ROFL!!

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Oh ya, overdue photos, rmb? Lol, one left la ._. lazy pig yknow. ~.~

Vivo-ed like months ago. But went there again with Gibson & they~ recently~

I will post another post regarding that~ So sorry!

Overflow of fresh blood

2009-07-14T00:00:00.001+08:00

Hi guys!, sorry for my laziness(?), I promise I will blog somehow like tomorrow or something, i'm seriously nothing to do except for sleep. No doubt to say that I'm fat now, I admitted it myself though...

Ah, today alot people cuts their hands, legs and so on -.- everywhere I turn I saw blood flowing, tempting!! Omg, I think I'm going to become a Human Vampire, gosh u know what, I miss Edward x.x !

Everyday, he's looking at me with his honey brown eyes ._. I must resist! A few more months and I can see him again :) ! Happy? YEAH! LOL

Ok, back to main topic -.- WTF just that I just knock my hand when closing the door and.... My hand bleed -.- quite numb now.. ok, actually numb for a period of time already.. now so tiring lol -.- I don't even care to whip the blood away .__. ! Edward, are you here? I don't mind giving you me . Rofl~

Ok, nothing to blog already. Went to sentosa a few days back, missed my Harry -.-! LOL, ok tata I'm going to whip my blood off now, HAHA omg that sound sick -.-!

I MISS NUGUUUU!!!

Baby 98.

2009-07-11T12:36:00.002+08:00

Harlow. Lol, rushing too yeah today. I'm unable to blog today, going out with YongHao & co for YongHao&XinYi de birthday celebration. x:

Anw! Happy birthday Trisha horneh! <3 Have fun today okies. x).

Ok, gtg meeting them @ 1PM ltr, and the time now is.... 1238 -.- Okie gtg!

Happy birthday July Babies!!

On The Way

2009-07-10T23:15:00.007+08:00

Harlow darlings, Lol, ok before this I want to wish

HeeChul oppa,

happy birthday !

Stay pretty~

BO-BO? x:

Sorry for the rushness, I want to go and watch absolute boyfriend! Whenever I think of it, I will remember Nugu' under FT hotel looking upwards thinking what are they doing ._. ! And the television lights just kept flashing, so we thought they were watching absolute boyfriend HAHAHA!

Okay, gtg watch show alrdy! Sorry for the Teuk post & my previous one ._. Blogger just don't work with me yahs.

Brb!! Back later, maybe, not.

Anw I just watched the Fei Tian Xi Shi I found out that they are fated, yeah in a way. But not fated in another way ROFL!!

Corrections;

2009-07-09T18:05:00.009+08:00

Good evening my friends ! Finally have the time to post. Haha, I suppose this post to be longggggg! So bear with it if you want to see~ :) L o v e yah!

Okay, start from the begining, however, I think I can only remember some! Haha!

5th of July

Outing with our Nugus :D , met them at Bugis, then went for dinner. Haha, chatted alot, damn funny ~ Then, we went to walked around, looking for place to sit down so that we can chitchat. Haha, so went to Mos Burger in the end, chitted :) So happy! I miss them sooooo much! I want to thank FT Island so so so so so much to match us together, forming this Nugu? thing ! YAY TQ!!

We are, Nugu oi!

Lol, thats me in the centre, acting HeeChul yo! :x

Me with Elysia(?). Hehs!

Camwhore around~

Nugu yo!

Take Nugu!

At the new mall~

Wees! The outing with them was superb! love it HAHAHA! Nugu ah! Lets meet asap! :D

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8th of June

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YongHao!
:D Wish you happy forever LOL~!
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Oh nugu oh!

Dang

2009-07-04T15:06:00.003+08:00

Wth, blogger isn't working well with me now. Wanted to edit my Teuk birthday post but it doesn't response after waiting for it to load the photos for like 10minutes. Again & again! Next time then post. Not gonna post this either.

-.- I will blog about another day or when the connection with blogger is better, getting fedup so easily Z.z ! Asshole.

Things to remind myself : ~~update Teuk birthday post~~, post a new one, miss everybody <3

Dedication.

2009-07-01T23:23:00.007+08:00

Yo ! Finally have the time to edit this post :D Okie so wishing our angel happy birthday once again & again !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

LEETEUKIE~

Our angel without wings

Forever our cutie :D ~Saranghae!

We love you !

Please cheerup always okay? :D , marry U !!

ps: is my gif running? lol I have no idea how it works ._.

Love You No More

2009-06-30T18:00:00.002+08:00

Yo friends, damn paiseh incident happened today. I was in the lab and there's alot of teachers. I wanted to ask one of the teachers how to do the thing and Im not sure of his name, so I just said " teacher" and another one looked at me and show me the question mark face. Wth~ damn paiseh =.= ~~

Ok, so now nothing to talk about. I miss FtIsland~ I wish suju will come to singapore. Ok I know maybe not so fast but I believe we will wait LOL, maybe all the nugus should meet one day. I wish to see leukie asap because today................. I saw a pps and saw "tekkie" wtf, remind me of him!

& for some people, they know that I actually put ChangMin keychain at my schoolbag. Today, Namira was asking me who is it and I said " oh? My fiancee(?)" and I kissed the picture -.- I never thought that there were pairs of eyes watching me with my actions ~.~ & most importantly, my form tcher actually saw it and looked at me with his big eyes -.- damn paiseh lah!

Prima

2009-06-28T22:24:00.005+08:00

& anyway, I heard that they actually went to Tampines to shop. I wish that it isn't true. :( I miss them so much, They left here for like 1 day plus already, I love them, alot.

Anyway just to let u know, if you don't care, then why did you went?

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GWEN♥: HELLO ! See You tmr !
Keo: seeyou :D !

MELISSAA: DARRRRR ^_^
Keo: Yo dardar<3~

Stephanie: yo keo! ^^ thank you thank you. I will de. miss you too. but just saw you today anyway.
Keo: lol yeah. haha.

sabrina ♥: Heyyo KeoLesby I miss you manszx ): Seeya real soon kay ! Loveya <3
Keo: Yo~ we can see each other in school haha :D .

GWEN♥: HELLO ! How are you ? <3<3<3
Keo: Yo honey, miss me ah ? <3 :D

F,elicia: Hey pretty, RELINK me pls [:
X-Chelle,♥: Pretty, relink. (L)
Keo : relinked :D !~

Love Is, Sick.

2009-06-28T22:00:00.002+08:00

Yo buddies, sorry for not updating recently, I will blog it all up today :) !

Ok, so should I start off things like happened a week ago ? :D !

At around 22nd of June to 24th/5th? of June, I was in school doing my CCA competition but my teacher incharge just heckkare as if we are so damn hopeless. Ok, forget, not submiting anything for this competition now, bloody heck, I told my CCA teacher that I will submit something but now? Everybody is giving up, so does it.

For the rest of the week I was stalking up FT Island, seriously... -.-" Ok, actually you shouldn't call it stalked. Just plain wanting to see them so much. Know a group of friends there, damn contended :D , & wanting to create a blog named Nugu, yay~ GOGOGO NuGuies :P.

So went to fetch Ft Island for the first day they came, so many people. Haha, so coincidence ok, Elisia(?) was beside me only and I don't know. Wtf! & I tell u something so (!!!) , beside me was Evonne&Tara, and both of their hand are held by FTISLAND. And me?! too late -.-" Freaky angry ok ):! Disaapointed with them~ but nevermind, feelings not so easy fade~~

Ok, so 2nd day, decided to see them more :P, after CCA chiong down home find kelly.Done alot of stuff and flagged a cab :P, went down to their hotel :D, saw them~ HongKi was like only one hand away from me and he looked really angry. I was so scared -.- I scare that he would scold me ~.~ Sorry ah! Then they left, we actually thought that they would be going to StJames for rehaersal or something so we cabbed down to there. After that, we went to Vivo for a walk and think that where would they go. After that, decided to go bck to their hotel -.- . While walking, we saw their vans drove past us and Zixi, Kelly , XinYing and me started running -.- But when we reached, we found that they had gone up for like afew minutes only. So we camped under the lobby for hours.

Then, 3rd day. Went to airport very very early. Saw them~ Again around 1hand length from JongHoon I think. -.-" ~ So sad ._. I didn't do anything of course, I'm so shy -.- & We actually saw their luggage. ROFL! Went to touched it ! Damnn happyyyyyy~ Then nothing much. Chit chat with Elisia(?) and the Nugu-es. Discussing around our Hoddie omg dont need see I know it's would be godly cute ok :P .

Ok, we overall my days are well :P , but sad thing that I didn't follow that and booked the Maxis cab ._. ~~~~~ Ok, so nothing much. Pictures might be uploaded few days later or what.

oh ya, tomorrow school reopen le :) Everybody please wake up early HAHA~

FTI ILY <3 I wish to see them asap, please come back to Singapore.

Ps: I have been missing XiaoGui for the past days, going to forget it already, I wish I won't.
Ps: Went to see Niki today, she was not feeling well, emoing the whole day, maybe she misses me, idk.
Ps: Saw XiaoHei,XiaoHuang&CoCo. They changed alot, I wish that they can grow up and lays eggs.

Ps: I love them all. & I miss them so much

Knowing

2009-06-22T10:18:00.000+08:00

Harlow darlingies. ^.^ currently having CCA in school~ Saw MrTan~ HAHAHA he say " you got so guai one meh" to me. Rofl~

I can't view my blog now so I don't know whats going on. whoots 3more days FTI coming ^.^ They gonna stay in Singapore fr like 2or3days~ HAPPYYYY~ We breathing the same air yup :P !

Watched 'It's you' & 'Sorry Sorry' last perf . Wtf! Watch damn my heart damn pain T.T , make me nearly cried in comp lab ok. ._.

Not Just You

2009-06-20T11:03:00.004+08:00

Morning babes :D. Damn tired -.-" Woke like dont know how long ago because of some inconsiderate fuckers. They think that they are the only ones living in this world don't they? Wtf, haven 10 they are making so much noise, they think wedding big? BIG DEAL WTF. You make people thinks that you are marrying just because you want attention don't you know. FUCKERS.

So I woke up and I can't fall back into sleep. After turning around in my bed thousand of times I still can't sleep. Assholes.

& when I was turning around in the bed, I touched Kelly's face. BWA! Scares me -.- Wtf! I thought that.

Was having nightmares, feel like continuously, but I wasn't sure were them together not. -.-" *scary*. Dreamt of my GPs' house and my Aunt house, -.-. They are both living in the 11th floor but I dream of my Grandparents house at the 9th floor which have something happened and my aunt house at 10th. BLOODY SCARY I TELL U. I dreamt that I was in the room with my Aunt when she suddenly tells me what happened like 30years ago! WTF, and suddenly the lights were turned off, whereby there's suddenly someone who took out a flashlight and camera and ask me to SMILE! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I remembered I dint. I just closed my eyes and he took the picture. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I still rmb whats the store name lorh!

Scary :/! WTF. GBM!! 5more days ! & my CCA teacher says that we will be having CCA FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK!! Mon-Fri! How am I suppose to go ?! & I'm catching a movie with YX @ 24th June! WTF.

*skipping cca*(i tink)

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I forgot to wish my lovely Robert Pat to get well soon :X . Haha, I will always love you! Just take care of ya wounds and so ok? :P Awaits for New Moon! Wooooooots!

RP hwaiting! Suju,Dbsk& FTI HWAITING!!!

Believe It

2009-06-17T19:31:00.002+08:00

Good evening friends :D !

Lol, had CCA again~ At NYP. Tired >.< ! Took bus 72 back. Why keep show attitude siah, like do something wrong like that. ._." Then went to find Tingg. Wanted to go with them~ But dint. Ok, nvm :P. Then nothing much, chatted on MSN. Dad was really cute :) ! I was online and he suddenly talked to me. The chat is something like that :
D: HELLOW
K: HIEHIE!
D: ANNYEONGSAN(cause my nick was ANNYEONG!)
K: HIHI
D: (and he said something like) AN YO HA SE YO
D: SA RA ER YO
K: I love you too~
D: Moishimoshi.
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Look at my DAD ! OMG ILOVEHIM~ miss him loads :/

FTI HWAITING, 8MORE DAYS !!

One Arean!

2009-06-17T00:57:00.000+08:00

This is soooo cool! I WANT ONE PLEASE! IBY !!): !!

P/s: Nine More Days!

Twenty Five

2009-06-17T00:23:00.003+08:00

Annyeong darlings :D.

Had Mac for breakfast, ahhh! Thanks Charlton :D , and happy belated birthday HAHA !.
And... HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPH :D ! Haha.

Feeling bored now -.-" Had CCA again and again, will be very busy I guess :/ Stayed over at my Aunt house afew days back, can't sleep at all, -.- Was waking up in the middle of the night finding my aunt preparing to go to Msia. Ahhh! And she's back now. HAHA!

The chicks are getting very well too ^.^ , haha. They are fly quite high already. Xiao Huang is so cute loh ;). Niki isn't getting better with her skin ._. Ahhhhhhhh, poor girl :/ ! And she's 30-35 this year!(i tink) HAHA!

Real bored ._. My mum is so lazy loh! She asked me to off the fan when the switch is like just afew steps away from her ~.~ & my bloody sister, played with her and she hitted me. Argh very pain z.z FUCKER KELLY FK U .

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Prims gogogo ! Don't die first :O ! Nine more days! ANNYEONG!!
FTI HWAITING !

Wonders

2009-06-13T14:40:00.001+08:00

:/ I wonder how my sister stays at home alone. I feel so freaking lonely now ._." I think I will be going my Ahma house later and play with Niki ._." Wtf~! Alone at home is seriously no joke, not fun at all.

Even when I have Computer infornt of me to let me use. I find it seriously bored. Ah KELLY I MISS U !!!! Wtf why can't a 14years old work manxzxz. :/ !!!

LONELYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY T.T

Stand By U

2009-06-13T14:05:00.002+08:00

Hellos loves :D . Lol.

Yesterday I was about to blog about how fast the rate of recovering. But tragic happened again before I could on the comp -.- I accidently hurt my wound and blood flow again. Hai~ Edward~ Did you saw it ? :( Whenever I see blood I think of Edward. Wtf, words just can't describe how much I miss him. I don't want to read finish my Breaking Dawn ._. Cause I don't want read finish le will miss him like shit! X.x bl00dlyhell.

Haish, I miss HK more :/ !!

Sian, now I looked at my wound my heart so pain ): Like it's gonna rot. Heart damn pain ah !! How to endure the pain! Noone understands how I feel now, x.x !

Finger getting swollen :/ Why am I such a weakling? :( !

Missing Frh also ._.

Reason For Me.

2009-06-12T17:58:00.005+08:00

Annyeong! Watch this show, Millionaire's First Love(i think). Not bad, cried tears again. LOL ~ -------------------------------------------------------------------------------
This is the NeoPrint we took earlier, during the outing with YinXuen, Gwen, Dap& Namira. LOL. Sorrie so late dhen post . Very lazy la ._. !

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Went for SGCC @ NYP with Janice, Charlton& Calvin. Of course, and cca de la~ Lol. Took a photo with Janice. Ah shit my hair k?

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Random picture of chicks ok. Lol, they are so cute x.x but getting smelly now. AND THEY CAN FLY LOL !

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Haish, tragic happened yesterday -.- I was opening the knife thingy and get cut -.-" About 2tablespoon or what de blood just bleed out. Scare the freak out of me._. & my finger went numb -.-
& at night, when I was applying cream on my wound, my dad kept on saying about my hand and so. Make me call him ' shut up' -.- Lol, and he went @@@@ again ~ Ah sorry anyway~

zw: tagged!
Keo: YO! Thanks :)
GWEN♥: hello keo ! relink me ! Oh yar & the picture of me not nice lo... >.<
KEO: Hahaaaa, very long alrdy k. charlton: errr meet wad time in sku ar fr sgcc
KEO: Lol~ Aaron :D: Haha. Relax lar. So fierceeee ... D: Lol , got buy thing for me ?
KEO: No wor O_O

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anyway~ Have been thinking what to write for H. T.T IMY so muchie! 13more days? :/ awaits for you manxzxz X3